Chapter 117 Why

Chen Ping's footsteps paused slightly, his back turned to Su Mengxue behind him, and a hint of struggle appeared on his face involuntarily. At this moment, Chen Ping's mood was already in a mess, and he couldn't figure out where his mood came from.

But after a while, Chen Ping still forced himself to calm down, and said lightly, "No."

After saying these simple words, Chen Ping stepped into the restaurant. However, these two words made the pain in Chen Ping's heart more intense, and the feeling became clearer.

Similarly, this pain also appeared in Su Mengxue's heart, but at this moment, Su Mengxue forcibly endured this painful feeling.

Su Mengxue had never felt that she had such courage. At this moment, she seems to have exhausted all the courage in her life. She didn't hesitate, just the moment Chen Ping stepped forward, Su Mengxue raised her voice and said, "But I have something to ask you."

After being stopped by Su Mengxue twice in a row, a bit of helplessness appeared in Chen Ping's eyes. But he still stopped. In any case, Su Mengxue was still his classmate after all, so he couldn't completely reject people thousands of miles away.

At the moment, after hesitating for a while, Chen Ping said softly, "If you have any questions, just ask."

Su Mengxue smiled, her face was a little pale, she gently gathered a strand of long hair scattered on her forehead, and her tone suddenly became gentle. However, in that tenderness, there is still a bit of decisiveness.

She only asked the simplest question, which was only three words, "Why?"

Hearing Su Mengxue's question, the struggle on Chen Ping's face became even more intense. It's just that Chen Ping turned his back to Su Mengxue at the moment, but Su Mengxue couldn't see the struggle on Chen Ping's face.

As soon as Su Mengxue spoke, the two of them fell into complete silence.

After a long time, Chen Ping finally suppressed the fluctuation in his heart, turned around slowly, looked at Su Mengxue in front of him with deep eyes, and asked softly, "Why why?"

Su Mengxue smiled bitterly, and then bit her silver teeth lightly, and said in a low voice: "Three years, you have always liked me for the past three years. But why, it seems that one night In between, you've changed so much. Could it be that my three-year wait is all wishful thinking?"

Chen Ping was stunned for a moment, and then asked in a puzzled way: "What are you waiting for? What are you waiting for?"

Su Mengxue raised her head, mustered up all the courage she had left, looked at Chen Ping in front of her stubbornly, and said word by word, "I am waiting for our high school graduation, waiting for the direction of our life. There is already a rough target.

In the past three years, I have often thought that at this time, if you still do not express your position, maybe I will take the initiative. Because I have absolute confidence in my heart that you like me.

I have seen your love day and night for the past three years. So I firmly believe that today, even if you don't have the courage, I still have it, and the two of us can finally come together.

I can find a boyfriend who treats me wholeheartedly, and I have always believed that that person should be you. But now, why..."

Su Mengxue's words made Chen Ping fall into silence for a long time. The answer to this question, Chen Ping can explain very clearly, but it is impossible for him to tell Su Mengxue the answer one by one.

Therefore, Chen Ping was destined to be unable to answer the question that Sun Mengxue asked.

The two of them have always maintained such an opposite movement. But the atmosphere became more and more silent. Even the guests of the Four Seas Hotel who occasionally passed by the two of them could detect the strange atmosphere between the two and cast a curious stare at them, but then they left in a hurry. . And the two seemed to be completely oblivious to the people passing by the two of them.

As time went by little by little, the blood on Su Mengxue's face was evacuated little by little, and finally turned into a complete pale.

After an unknown amount of time, Su Mengxue suddenly laughed. It's just that this smile is full of sadness. She looked at Chen Ping in front of her with a smile, and said with a smile, "I understand. Thank you for your love for the past three years."

After speaking, Su Mengxue turned around without hesitation and walked into the Four Seas Hotel. Chen Ping was left alone outside the Four Seas Hotel, standing quietly.

Chen Ping looked at Su Mengxue's bleak but straightened back. He couldn't tell what he was feeling, but it was extremely uncomfortable. It seems that there is another idea in his mind that has been affecting Chen Ping himself, and this idea occupies an increasingly heavier weight in his mind.

He could clearly feel that it was also his own thoughts and thoughts, but it was contrary to what he originally thought. At this moment, Chen Ping was a little flustered, and he had some guesses in his heart, but he couldn't confirm these guesses at all.

Since his rebirth, Chen Ping has actually never felt any difference, as if he is still the self who was nearly 40 years old. To be reborn, it is only with the help of the body of his youth.

In essence, his soul is still his previous life. But now, Chen Ping noticed that something was wrong, as if there were two souls living in his body, one was his 18-year-old self, and the other was his 38-year-old self.

Although it is also Chen Ping himself, everyone, at different stages of life, has different thoughts and feelings. Just like Chen Ping in his previous life, when he was young 20 years ago, he deeply liked Su Mengxue, but 20 years later, he never liked any woman again.

It can even be said that Su Mengxue is the only girl Chen Ping likes in his life. Chen Ping, in his previous life, met another woman when he was 38 years old, met Chen Ping, and entered the palace of marriage together. It was at the wedding scene that Chen Ping was reborn and returned to 20 years ago.

That woman, although in the last stage of Chen Ping's life in the previous life, was about to become Chen Ping's wife, but Chen Ping at that time did not necessarily really love that woman.

To put it bluntly, the two of them are just living together, and they can look good on each other. Because Chen Ping at that age has long forgotten the taste of love.

Therefore, among the girls Chen Ping truly loved, Su Mengxue should be the only one. After the rebirth, Chen Ping fell in love with Lin Yuwei. He always thought that he had forgotten his love for Su Mengxue 20 years ago, but now, Chen Ping's heart is at the juncture of the war between heaven and man.

He seemed to understand at once that, after being reborn, although Chen Ping had 40 years of memories of his previous life, in fact, he was still an 18-year-old self.

Rather than saying that Chen Ping from the previous life was reborn and became the current Chen Ping, it is better to say that the current Chen Ping suddenly has the memory of the next 20 years.

It is precisely because of this that the feelings in Chen Ping's heart now are still the 18-year-old Chen Ping himself, but at the moment of his rebirth, as well as the memories of 20 years since this time, Chen Ping's memories were instilled in his heart. In his mind, Chen Ping had an illusion.

Now that this delusion is awakened, it brings Chen Ping endless entanglement and pain. For a while, Chen Ping's eyes were filled with dazed meaning.

Standing at the door of the Four Seas Hotel, it was clearly the midsummer weather, but he clearly felt a chill that slowly spread all over his body.

After a long time, Chen Ping let out a long sigh. Since his rebirth, there has never been a moment when Chen Ping would be so at a loss as he is now. He doesn't know how to deal with his feelings, let alone how to deal with his identity. Now he can't even tell whether he is 18 or 38 years old.

Although it is also himself, but he has a feeling of schizophrenia. This kind of feeling is not good for anyone. For a moment, Chen Ping felt as if he was really suffering from schizophrenia, and even for a moment, he wondered if he had some symptoms of paranoia, and imagined the memory before his rebirth.

This feeling made Chen Ping's heart miserable, his face even paler than Su Mengxue just now. However, after standing in front of the Four Seas Hotel for such a long time, Chen Ping gradually recovered.

No matter whether he is 18 years old or 38 years old at the moment, after all, Chen Ping has 38 years of life experience, no matter what his current identity is, at least he is no longer a real 18-year-old Maotou The boy's mental state.

Chen Ping soon returned to normal, and buried this struggle and pain deeply in his heart. Chen Ping is very clear that this is not something that can be figured out in a moment, so he simply stops thinking about it.

After sorting out his thoughts, he slowly walked into the Four Seas Hotel. When Chen Ping walked into the reserved box, the classmates in the box also looked over.

After seeing Chen Ping, many classmates greeted Chen Ping with a smile, and Chen Ping also dealt with it one by one with a smile on his face. However, when he saw Su Mengxue who was silent and didn't even raise his head, Chen Ping still had a flash of extreme pain in his heart.

However, now he has completely calmed down, and finally did not show any strangeness, just found a corner of the room and sat down.

This position happened to be the farthest position from Su Mengxue, and it was also the position that just faced Su Mengxue.

The classmates at the dinner table were all laughing and laughing, but no one noticed that Chen Ping and Su Mengxue, although they would say a few words to the classmates who came to talk to them from time to time, the two of them were silent most of the time. among.

Suddenly, a boy in the class raised his voice curiously and asked, "Su Dabanhua, why haven't you come over for the last few class reunions? What are you busy with?"

Su Mengxue raised her head, smiled reluctantly, and then said softly, "I'm not busy, it's just something at home."

The boy nodded clearly, but then he asked another question, "By the way, why hasn't Xu Tong come this time? You two are good girlfriends, why haven't you seen the dragon all this time? tail?"

Su Mengxue smiled slightly, and then said, "She recently traveled abroad and will be back in two days. She will definitely be there for the next class reunion."

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