Chapter 373 Happiness (3/4)

Chapter 373 Happiness (34)

Aokiji numbly allowed Qiong to hold his hand and led him home like a puppet. He mechanically took off his shoes and said hello to Kasugano Xing. Qiong pulled him into the room and sat down. on the ground.

Qiong looked particularly elated after getting the answer. She snuggled on Aokiji's shoulder, playing games on her mobile phone, and chuckled heartlessly. She seemed to be thinking about the dull-looking Aokiji next to her. Chaos is oblivious.

Aokiji leaned against the wall of the room, his eyes losing focus.

For Qiong, it was as if nothing had happened. She still abided by the agreement she made with Aokiji, never crossed the line casually, and acted like a clingy sister.

But Aokiji can no longer play the role of a good brother calmly.

He suddenly felt regretful. If he had just shaken his head with a cold expression, maybe Qiong would have given up completely.

He wouldn't have to be so entangled, so self-blaming, so guilty and confused at this time.

But... he was afraid.

Just like what he told Busujima Saeko not long ago, he was very scared, afraid that the happiness he had finally obtained would disappear.

If Qiong is as indifferent to him from now on as he was when they first met, can he accept it?

She may no longer call his name affectionately, nor will she lean on his shoulder like she does now. After he cures her, the two of them will be completely reduced to passers-by. She is a genius and does not even need to go to school. After being admitted to college, the two of them were completely different.

Perhaps many years later, at her wedding, Aoki Si could sit at the banquet and watch her smile as tenderly and lovingly as she does now to another man.

Then he held Busujima Saeko's hand and looked at it with admiration, but he hid everything in his heart and didn't show anything. Until the day he finally lays in the coffin, maybe he will think back again, on this winter night, on that country road, what would have happened if he had not escaped, but nodded honestly.

Aokiji's body was trembling slightly. He leaned against the wall a little decadently, with his arms on his knees and covering his face with his hands.

He can't do it.

He couldn't do it just thinking about such a future.

"Hey, Qiong."

He called Qiong's name in a hoarse voice.

Qiong smiled and turned to look at him over his shoulder: "Huh?"

"what do I do?"

Aokiji covered his face with his hands, unable to see her expression.

"me"

He promised to bring happiness to others, but because of his own desire for happiness, he did such a thing.

At this time, Aokiji didn't even know how to go back and face Busujima Saeko, even though he had clearly done nothing.

Qiong put down her phone. Although the game had reached a critical moment, she, who always valued the game very much, just put her phone aside indifferently.

Her little head rubbed against Aokiji's shoulder, almost as if she was about to get into it, and she narrowed her eyes slightly: "Is it because of Busujima-senpai?"

".Um."

Aokiji swallowed.

His throat seemed to be blocked by something.

"Aren't Tsukasa and Busujima-senpai boyfriend and girlfriend?"

Qiong's voice was calm and gentle, without any fluctuations.

Aokiji put down his hand, and her peaceful face was as calm as her tone.

"Yeah." Aokiji gradually clenched his fists.

"Just like before, it's fine. I'll wait for Si at home. As long as Si comes home, he can let me stay by his side and act coquettishly, and occasionally give me a hug or a kiss as a reward. Normally, whatever you need, Whether I’m going on a date with my senior, or whether I want to go somewhere to play with my senior, I’ll just stay at home and play games.”

Qiong smiled sweetly, stretched out her white arms and hugged his neck: "But when you go home, remember to buy me a gift to apologize, otherwise, I will still be angry."

She gently sniffed his scent and closed her eyes in contentment.

Aokiji looked at her incomprehensibly: "Why?"

"What?" Qiong opened his eyes, looking curious.

"Why can you do this? I, if I do this, why can Qiong accept it calmly? You obviously like me so much, why..."

Aokiji really couldn't understand.

He would rather Qiong be more greedy and more determined, so that he might be able to make a decision.

"Because..." Qiong's eyes were a little dim, but then he was filled with more admiration: "I like Si the most."

"I know how difficult it is for Si to do this." Qiong looked like the two people before.

Her gentle smile, her eyes that seemed to know everything about Aokiji, and her mature and calm look made him feel a little flustered.

She stretched out her finger and put it on Aokiji's lips, stopping him from speaking. She continued in a soft voice: "I often wonder why I am so annoying."

"No." Aokiji shook his head eagerly, regardless of her obstruction.

Although Qiong often caused him trouble, he never felt the slightest dislike or disgust.

Qiong just smiled, without comment, and continued softly: "I am a very selfish person, a very timid person, and a very greedy person."

"Selfish, I only care about my own feelings, I just want to make myself happy, and I just want to keep myself from being hurt. So, my father, my mother, and my boss have all made a lot of concessions for me. A lot of hard work.”

Qiong whispered in his ear: "I am a very timid person. I am afraid of meeting others after being bullied. I am unwilling to walk out of the room and make friends. Ning Yuan spends the whole night with others on the Internet We can chat freely but don’t want to take a step out of the house.”

"I am also a very greedy person." She sat up, pushed away Aoki Si's bent legs, knelt on him, stretched out her hand, held Aoki Si's cheek, and showed a somewhat obsessed smile.

"In the beginning, I just wanted a friend I could talk to."

"Later, I wanted a gentle brother."

"Later, I longed to have this happiness forever."

"That's why I was so timid before, afraid of death, and deliberately alienated Si. But, as expected, I was still too greedy."

Qiong looked at Aokiji's blank face and continued: "I want more."

"I want Si's love. It's not the love given to his family, but the true love from Si's heart." She stretched out her finger and gently touched Aoki Si's heart: "Love."

"Because I like Si so much. Therefore, I greedily hope that Si can respond to me." Qiong's fingers pressed down gently, and gradually, the entire palm covered his strong chest: "But, Si Changed me.”

"Si makes me no longer selfish. Compared with my happiness, Si's happiness makes me happier."

"I'm not that timid anymore. As long as Si is willing to accompany me, I feel that I can do anything and I'm not afraid of anything."

"I'm not so greedy anymore either."

Qiong came close to Aoki Si's cheek, and gently opened his lips in his ear: "Like this, I feel so happy that even if I die now, it doesn't matter, so I will no longer force Si to give me more."

She suddenly smiled mischievously, distanced herself, and looked into his eyes: "But, if Si is willing, of course I still want more."

"More things that belong to Si."

She kissed Aoki Si's lips again, and as soon as they touched her, her cheeks turned red, her cold face seemed to be tinged with peach blossoms, and she looked at Aoki Si with blurred eyes: "It's just that this is a luxury enjoyment, and occasionally it's like Si's head is messed up now. Taking advantage of the situation is enough."

"Knock." There was a knock on the door outside the room: "Can I come in?"

Qiong rolled over and rolled off Aoki Si, sat next to him again, leaned on his shoulder, and his expression became calm again: "Yes."

Kasugano Anzu came into the room with hot tea and snacks, and put them on the small table in the room. She looked at Aokiji, who had a blank expression, and gave Qiongfa a questioning look.

Qiong just smiled sweetly at her and said nothing was wrong.

"You two sit at the table and rest. It's so cold against the wall. Sit there and drink a cup of hot tea. Put your legs under the kotatsu to warm up. I'll bring the radiator in and turn it on later."

"The food will be ready in a while. Let's eat in the room. It's really cold outside." Kasugano Anzu saw Aokiji and still didn't reply. She didn't know what was going on with the guy in front of her. She wanted to go out. He came back as if he had lost his mind, but he just smiled and shook his head and left the room.

Qiong watched her go out, then straightened up and kissed Aoki Si on the face: "It's too cold. I'm going to sit at the kotatsu table. Si can come with us when we think about it clearly."

She picked up her mobile phone, sat down at the table, put her legs into the quilt under the kotatsu, and took a comfortable sip of hot tea. She stuck out her tongue because of the bitter taste. She picked up the snacks on the table, and most of them were He stuffed it under the kotami table, picked up the phone, and lay on the floor. While playing with the phone, he occasionally raised his eyes to look at Aoki Tsukasa. His expression was leisurely and contented, and he seemed to be enjoying himself very much.

Aokiji leaned against the wall, sighed for a while, stood up, sat on the edge of the kotami table, put his legs in like Qiong, lay back, and closed his eyes tiredly.

Qiong Zheng used one of his arms to lie on his side and play with his mobile phone, which was much more comfortable than lying on his stomach.

Qiong's body smelled a little milky, but also had a light and refreshing fragrance, which made Aokiji's mood gradually calm down.

Since you have chosen to give up the standard answer in the multiple choice question.

As for the correct answer, you need to work hard to fill it in yourself.

Aokiji opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling - only hoping that the answer he finally filled in would save him from regrets.

"Really, please stop clinging to Tsukasa when he is resting." Kasugano Xing opened the door and walked in with dinner, looking at Qiong with a somewhat reproachful expression.

Qiong just stuck out his tongue playfully, sat up, and smiled: "I know."

"It's nothing hard." Aokiji smiled.

At least, a lot of the test papers have been filled out.

The last multiple choice question is a thing of the past.

There are more questions waiting for you next.

Aokiji picked up the bowls and chopsticks, smelled the aroma of the food, and laughed from the bottom of his heart: "It tastes really delicious. I may have to eat too much today."

"If you don't have enough to eat, just tell me. Auntie is not short of food for you alone." Although Kasugano Anzu didn't know what Aokiji and Qiong went through in the short afternoon.

But from the current point of view, the change seems not bad.

Seeing Qiong leaning against Aokiji after eating, sharing a small tabletop with him, Kasugano Anzu stared: "Qiong!"

"I know!" Qiong pouted and moved to the seat next to Aokiji.

"Let's eat." Aokiji just smiled and naturally took the bowls and chopsticks for Qiong: "Didn't you say you were hungry a long time ago?"

"Yes." Qiong looked at Aoki Si taking care of him tenderly and couldn't help but smile brightly.

It turns out that God really exists.

Qiong thought about the wish he secretly made to the gods while Aokiji and Matsuura Koharu were chatting at the shrine, and he couldn't help but smile a little happier.

She made a very simple wish to the gods - hope that Tsukasa would be happy.

The gods believe that Aokiji's happiness should include her.