Chapter 201 I Am Selfish (1/2)

Chapter 201 I am very selfish

Nalan Jie looked at Xiao Yan below with a serious brow, and suddenly a voice came into his ears.

"Nalan Jie! What happened?!"

Accompanying this voice, Hai Bodong's small figure appeared beside him, and then he saw Xiao Yan who was tightly restraining Xiao Yixian from behind.

Then, Hai Bodong's face instantly showed fear.

Bleeding from all seven orifices, skin black and purple, even corroded, Xiao Yixian's ominous black and purple fighting spirit kept drilling into Xiao Yan's body!

"What the hell is this kid doing?!!!"

Hai Bodong looked horrified and exclaimed.

Just two days ago, he rushed into the strange fire and scared people, and he came again today? ! You are really not afraid of death, right? ! !

"I'll go down to help him!"

Hai Bodong was about to rush down, but was stopped by Nalan Jie.

"Master Haibodong, you can't help." Nalan Jie frowned tightly, staring at Xiao Yan below, "That black and purple Dou Qi is not something you and I can eliminate."

Yes, Nalan Jie used his Dou Qi to suppress Xiao Yixian's skyrocketing strength.

But, it was just suppression.

Suppressing Xiao Yixian's strength was to prevent her from being backlashed and killed by the skyrocketing strength.

However, Nalan Jie had no way to deal with the black and purple Dou Qi.

The same was true for Haibodong in this regard.

The two of them had no means to eliminate the Dou Qi.

But Xiao Yan did.

He had just subdued the Azure Lotus Earth Core Fire two days ago.

And seeing Xiao Yan's behavior, Nalan Jie also guessed why he did this.

Because he was afraid that he was not proficient in using the strange fire he had just obtained, which would cause injury to Xiao Yixian.

At that time, not only would he not be able to eliminate the black and purple Dou Qi, but Xiao Yixian would also be hurt by the strange fire again.

In this case, Xiao Yan could only think of one way to completely ensure that Xiao Yixian would not be affected and to completely eliminate the black and purple Dou Qi with the strange fire.

The safest way for Xiao Yixian

As the black and purple Dou Qi entered Xiao Yan's body, Xiao Yixian's pain gradually dissipated, and her eyes finally regained clarity, staring blankly at the mountain wall in front of her.

What happened to me?

Xiao Yixian was puzzled, and then she realized that her hands were tightly grasped by a hand, and an arm was tightly hugging her from behind.

Xiao Yixian clearly saw that the hand holding her hands and the arm hugging her were both showing black and purple spider web-like lines, and the skin was even corroded.

Poison!!!

Xiao Yixian knew the state of the skin very well. She turned her head suddenly and saw a face that was extremely familiar to her, but now it was bleeding from all seven orifices.

"Xiao Yan?!"

Hearing Xiao Yixian's exclamation, Xiao Yan's lifeless eyes regained some light, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he smiled softly at Xiao Yixian's profile.

"Ah, Xiao Yixian, you're awake!"

As he said that, Xiao Yan let go of Xiao Yixian and pushed her forward feebly. Xiao Yixian suddenly turned around and saw Xiao Yan's full appearance, and her pupils suddenly shrank.

At this time, Xiao Yan could only be described as extremely tragic. Large pieces of skin were purple and black, and were corroded. Even half of his face was not spared, and even the white bones were faintly exposed. His body was stained with blood, which was extremely horrifying! ! !

"Xiao Yan!!! You."

Xiao Yixian screamed and raised her foot to check on Xiao Yan's condition.

But Xiao Yan raised one hand with great effort to stop Xiao Yixian from moving forward.

He lowered his head, opened and closed his mouth, and made an extremely weak sound.

"Don't come over yet."

As soon as Xiao Yan finished speaking, the Azure Lotus Earth Core Fire instantly ignited from his body, wrapping his body in it, and his body was burned by the strange fire inside and outside.

As time passed slowly, more than a dozen wisps of transparent and almost invisible black smoke floated out from all parts of Xiao Yan's body. As the black smoke gradually decreased, Xiao Yan's dark purple skin slowly returned to its normal color.

And Xiao Yixian immediately understood what the black smoke floating out of Xiao Yan was.

Her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a hand, and she lowered her head slightly, and tears instinctively flowed from the corners of her eyes.

She knew that Xiao Yan could do this, and only he could do this.

Just for a dying word, he was willing to destroy himself to such an extent.

Xiao Yixian was moved in her heart.

But the more Xiao Yan treated her like this, the more Xiao Yixian felt that she was a disaster.

She did not bring any benefits to Xiao Yan, only constant trouble.

No matter how strong she was, as long as she continued to follow Xiao Yan, she would always be a burden to him.

After a few minutes, the strange fire on Xiao Yan's body gradually faded, and his skin completely returned to its normal color. If you ignore the corroded skin and the blood all over his body, Xiao Yan's condition does not look that bad.

"Hu~~~"

Feeling that the purple-black Dou Qi in his body was completely burned out, Xiao Yan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. His body was not as weak as expected.

After experiencing the pain of the strange fire that day, Xiao Yan actually felt that the pain he had just endured did not seem so unbearable?

Moreover, when Xiao Yan burned the purple-black fighting energy in his body, only a small part of the energy was completely dissipated, and most of the energy was integrated into Xiao Yan's body. As a result, Xiao Yan's level directly jumped from Six-Star Fighting Master to The Eight Star Dou Master is not far away from the Great Dou Master.

In response, Xiao Yan couldn't help but reveal a wry smile.

This can be considered a blessing in disguise.

Seeing that Xiao Yan was fine, the medicine in the ring was relieved.

As for half of his face being corroded?

Those are all minor problems. There are a lot of beauty elixirs in my collection, and there is absolutely no shortage of them.

Immediately, Yao Shen felt angry in his heart.

This kid! Sooner or later, we will be pissed off! ! !

However, Yao Shen did not reprimand Xiao Yan in the end.

Because she knew it was useless.

No matter who Xiao Yan's character is, no matter how many times he talks about it, he will never change it.

Therefore, Yao Shen did not intend to waste any more time on this topic and jumped directly to it.

(Xiao Yanzi, don’t relax yet. What you just solved is the trouble outside this girl’s body. The trouble inside this girl’s body is the biggest problem.)

(Yes, disciple understands.)

Xiao Yan responded solemnly in his heart, then looked at the little medical fairy in front of him and walked slowly towards her.

"Little Medical Fairy, the trouble outside is no longer a problem." Xiao Yan's tone was very normal, and he couldn't tell the pain he had just endured. He came to the Little Medical Fairy and said softly: "The next thing is the inside, as long as Once it’s resolved.”

"leave me alone."

The little medical fairy suddenly interrupted Xiao Yan's words, causing Xiao Yan to pause suddenly and stretched out his hand towards her.

"Little Medical Fairy, you"

Bang! ! !

Xiao Yan looked in shock at his blocked arm and the little medical fairy's face that was already covered with tears. The eyes were flashing with light, showing grief and despair.

Immediately when Xiao Yan was stunned, the little medical fairy roared again.

"Can't you hear me when I say stay away?"

"Xiao Yan!!! Can you let me go?!!!"

The little medical fairy covered her chest and roared hysterically at Xiao Yan.

"I am a disaster! I should never have been born in the first place!!!"

"Look at what I've done since I've only lived less than twenty years now?!"

"My biological mother was killed by me! The villagers who were friendly to me were killed by me! Boss Yao was also killed by me!"

"Without me! They can still live happily now! I am the biggest misfortune in their lives!!!"

"I know you care about me so much because of Boss Yao's instructions! But I really don't need it!"

"I beg you! Can you let me go?!"

Xiao Yan's behavior just now and his appearance at this moment completely ignited the resentment in the little medical fairy's heart.

And this resentment was not directed at Xiao Yan, but at himself.

The little medical fairy lowered her head, her voice seemed to have calmed down, but her tone showed extreme despair.

He spoke calmly and softly.

"When I saw that report, I thought you were dead."

"For me, after losing you as a friend, I have no reason to live in this world, so I swallowed poison to avenge you."

"The results of it?"

"You're not dead, you're still alive and well."

"In my heart, of course, I am very happy that you are still alive."

"But for you who are still alive, I will definitely hurt you now."

"I know, I know very well, I know very well that you will never give up on me, and you will definitely use all means to help me, even if it means abandoning your own life."

"But Xiao Yan."

The little medical fairy raised his head slightly and looked at Xiao Yan sadly.

"I really don't need it, I really don't need it"

"I'm very satisfied if I can confirm that you are safe and sound. I really don't need you to do anything else for me." "I came here alone just to not hurt anyone and die here silently." "

"No one will bury me, no one will grieve for me, no one will even remember me."

"This is what I, the disaster star, deserve."

The little medical fairy's shoulders continued to tremble, and tears flowed down uncontrollably. He looked at Xiao Yan's miserable state in pain.

"But why...you have to chase me again."

"It's because I made you look like this."

"It's just Boss Yao's request before he died. Why do you have to fight to such an extent?"

The little medical fairy stared at Xiao Yan closely, her moist eyes full of pleading.

"I beg you, Xiao Yan."

"Can you let me go?"

"Don't make me follow you again."

The little fairy doctor's voice was so sad.

Xiao Yan's heart couldn't help but tremble.

Immediately, I understood something.

The problem inside his body is not the point at all.

The problems in her heart were several times more serious.

If the problem in her heart is not solved first, even if the problem in her body is solved, it will not help.

At this time, Haibodong and Nalan Jie also fell down and looked at them quietly without saying a word.

Obviously, this is not something they can mix up.

"Huh~~~~~"

Xiao Yan breathed a deep sigh of relief and scratched his hair irritably.

Immediately, he seemed to feel a little tired from standing, and slowly sat down, slightly raising his head and looking at the little medical fairy.

"Little Medical Fairy, since I was little, everyone around me has been talking about me."

"They say I'm too selfless. I always consider the people around me first and always put myself last."

"Even Sister Xiao Yu has advised me in private, hoping that I can be more selfish and not always think about others."

Xiao Yan looked at Xiao Yixian and asked softly.

"Xiao Yixian, do you think they are right?"

". They are right." Xiao Yixian paused slightly, and then affirmed: "You should be more selfish."

"You are really too selfless, too selfless."

Hearing Xiao Yixian's answer, Xiao Yan lowered his head and smiled.

Then he raised his head, looked at Xiao Yixian, and softly denied.

"That's not right."

"I'm not selfless at all."

"The word selfless has nothing to do with me."

Xiao Yan's words made Xiao Yixian suddenly stunned.

Are you still not selfless?

In order to repay a favor and to fulfill the entrustment of others, even life is willing to be abandoned.

If you are not selfless, there is no word selfless in the world.

"Ah~~~Looking at your expression, you must not believe it, right?"

Xiao Yan pointed at Xiao Yixian and laughed.

Then, his expression became serious.

"But, I'm not kidding."

"I'm really not selfless at all."

"I even think that there should be no one more selfish than me in this world."

Xiao Yan's words made Xiao Yixian feel very puzzled.

Then she heard Xiao Yan's next words.

"Xiao Yixian, why should I obey Boss Yao's dying wishes so much?"

"Because as long as it is something I promised, I must do it?"

"This answer is correct."

"But have you considered the reasons above this?"

Xiao Yan's words made Xiao Yixian suddenly stunned.

Then, she heard Xiao Yan's answer.

"Because doing what I say is my righteous path."

"For me, my righteous path is where my interests lie."

"Once I do anything that goes against my righteous path, it will damage my interests."

"When I was in Qingshan Town, why did I chase Mu Li and vow to kill him?"

"Because he damaged my interests, his existence itself will damage my righteous path."

"So for my interests, he must die."

Xiao Yixian was stunned, looking at Xiao Yan's firm eyes.

At this time, Xiao Yan spoke again.

"You may think that I am lying?"

"But, I solemnly declare that I will never lie, because this is against my righteous path and will damage my interests."

"Therefore, everything I said is true."

"Everything I say and do is to follow my righteous path, so that my interests will not be damaged."

Xiao Yan supported the ground, slowly stood up, and walked towards Xiao Yixian step by step.

"So, why should I hold on to you?"

"Because abandoning you is against my righteous path and harms my interests."

"I am very selfish, very selfish."

"In order to prevent my righteous path and interests from being damaged, I must hold on to you and find ways to solve your problems."

Xiao Yan came to the dazed Xiao Yixian, put his hands on her shoulders, and stared at her.

"If one day in the future, your existence really damages my righteous path and my interests."

"Then I promise you that I will definitely kill you as a friend and send you away from this world with my own hands."

Xiao Yan said this, which shocked Xiao Yixian.

Then, she saw Xiao Yan's expression eased.

There was tenderness in his eyes and a smile on his lips.

"Before that, I will do my best and use all means to solve your problem."

"I help you for my own benefit, not for yours."

"So please feel free to bother me. A selfish person like me is not worth your worrying about me, let alone considering my future."

"If you really want to do good for me, then be obedient and accept my help with peace of mind."

Xiao Yan reached out his hand and gently stroked Xiao Yixian's face, staring at Xiao Yixian's dull eyes flashing with light.

With a sincere look in his eyes, he said slowly.

"Please don't harm my interests."

"Please."

Celebrate the completion of the 200th chapter!

To be honest, Xiao Yan's topic about selflessness and selfishness made me numb. The more I wrote, the more I felt it was a fallacy, but I couldn't tell what was wrong. Moreover, from the setting, Xiao Yan would not lie, so these words were indeed his true words.

Do you think Xiao Yan is selfish or selfless? Is the righteous path he pursues selfish or selfless? Is his behavior of ignoring other people's opinions and pursuing the right path selfish or selfless?

I'm stuck in a philosophical question.