Chapter 1807: Summer in Fool Village (Twenty)

Thalia's eyes followed Schiller's face closely, and she made the request without any hesitation. This was indeed her most urgent problem to be solved at the moment.

Someone stuns her with drugs, which proves that the anti-drug training she has done is not effective against such drugs. It proves that this is a completely unfamiliar and powerful drug, and if the properties of the drug are not fully understood, , Thalia couldn't tell when the medicinal effect would wear off.

Walking around Gotham with drug-induced hallucinations is a recipe for death, and Talia must figure out if and what kind of hallucinations she will have.

Schiller was not a good person to turn to for help, but Talia had no other choice. Instead, she thought she could use this to test whether Schiller was with Bruce.

Thalia was 80% sure that she was hallucinating, and if this was a trap set up by the teacher-student team, Schiller would definitely hide it for Bruce, so that they could join forces to paralyze Thalia, and then use drugs to continue to corrupt and manipulate her.

This will be the real showdown, Thalia thought, she can't let her guard down, she can only win.

"With all due respect, miss, some of your panic states may be related to overdose, but if you want to find out the source of similar symptoms, I'm afraid you can only go to the hospital for a blood test."

Schiller didn't know when he walked back behind the reading table. He sat on the chair and put his hands on the table. He looked at Thalia and said: "The psychiatrist can only analyze your mental state. I can't pass your description." Receive any erroneous test results."

"What you need is not analysis." Von Maber turned to look at Schiller and said: "He will help you, right?"

"Let's talk about the hallucinations he saw first."

"And as he said, as we grow older, there will never be a time when he makes the children realize that our parents are no longer able or willing to pay the real price for us, and we must be truly responsible for the first time. To take social responsibility, the protective shield disappears, and the children move from the family to the society.”

"How does he feel about that?"

Thalia was silent. Obviously you were thinking of a certain past, but you were sure to tell Schiller. After a while, you said: "When you were eighteen years old, you were sent to Central America on a mission, Quetzalcoatl." Images of gods were frequently used in the decoration of ancient cities."

These actual combats and tasks are all drills, simulating the situation when you are actually fighting alone in the future. They are to let you understand the consequences of victory or taste its sweetness, and to repeat it. Hone your combat skills.

"What did I say to him?" Thalia looked up quickly and looked at Schiller, who was standing across from the coffee table. "What did your father say to him outside the phone, right?"

"But people like him and you must pay the price yourself from the first time you make a mistake. You have skipped the entire family education process and have paid for your own life, living conditions, and mental stability without even realizing it. Responsible."

And now you decide to peel back a corner of my human skin - that would be quite him, but Thalia will always be obsessed with safety.

"But this is the case for people who have no childhood. No one provides us with survival resources. We have to maintain everything by ourselves. From the time we are incapable of action, we are responsible for ourselves."

"You have killed many gods in your dreams."

Schiller shook his head and said: "That proves that he is a person who needs to rely on things to prove his existence. He feels that he is a victim of God. Why?"

"This is just his hallucination, Sister Feng Meibo, and you are about to talk about why he had such hallucinations. When has he seen similar images before?"

"You have never been as close to death as you are today." Feng Meibo's tone became calmer and he said: "And you realized that it was a trial. I will come to save you when you win the exam. Isn't it dead? After death, I need a strong man."

Thalia actually believed in Feng Mei's analysis. You made the request just to pry. You will never trust anything but your own judgment. To judge whether you saw an illusion under Schiller, you must understand Schiller's truth. What kind of person is he?

"After the mission, you heard the myth of Quetzalcoatl from a local tour guide. He... is like an evil god. He accepts any living sacrifice."

"We'll let you lie down under the altar."

"What needs does he see in your hallucinations?"

"This made him associate Quetzalcoatl with death." Feng Mei stood up from the chair again. I walked to the table, put the pen flat under the table, looked at Thalia and said: "Answer you, Thalia, what are the Mayans saying?"

"It's very small, like a sun."

"It's boring." Before Schiller commented, he paused and said, "Has he never had that hallucination before?"

Is there really a gorgeous and safe feathered serpent hidden on that perfect human skin?

Von Meber's aggressive and probing gaze was usually able to reveal the disguise of a very small number of people, but when it landed on Schiller, it even left a trace under this perfect inner shell.

Thalia smiled helplessly and seemed to sneer at that argument, but Schiller changed the topic and said: "But in no case do we have childhood."

"That is not abuse in childhood, because the abuse is only within the scope of the protective shield. The scenes practiced by parents or others are too cruel. One of the characteristics of child abuse is not that parents rely on controlling their children's survival resources. To control and abuse children.”

This is just so that if you want to be a child again and be able to pay the price for your own choices like a little person, then I will have to pay for it.

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Thalia opened her mouth and you thought it was ridiculous, because you were not sure that the 20% of the hallucination you saw came from the woman behind you.

Then Thalia was silent for a long time. When you came back to your senses, Schiller was standing on the side of the single sofa, with his hands on the back of the chair and turned to look at the window.

"Is this the first time he's realized that?"

"But children have not really paid the price for accuracy. The preaching and punishment we receive are all made up by parents within the acceptable range. Parents are like a protective shield, filtering out all the things that should be done to children. The price you pay is to replace them with a violent education, and your childhood is spent in that cycle.”

Feng Mei thought for a moment before speaking: "When people see religious images in hallucinations, they usually don't really have a deep understanding of religious culture, but they bring certain religious rules into themselves, which is bad in the wave of floating consciousness. To anchor our own existence, we need to bring in religious roles, and what role does he play when facing Quetzalcoatl?"

Thalia was in a daze for a moment, and the memory that had been sealed away for a long time came back again. Your lips opened and closed, but no sound came out.

"You saw him." Thalia's eyes followed Schiller closely. You leaned back, folded your arms and propped them up under your knees, making a searching gesture, and said, "You saw him become The feathered Quetzalcoatl spreads its wings, and there are no sharp fangs outside its mouth, but you are so frightened by his gaze that you can move. "

"Does he understand?" Schiller then asked, and I added: "So what does he think we are saying to him?"

"You were too old at this time, and the mission did not go smoothly. Perhaps your father found a weak enough opponent for you in order to train you. You escaped with serious injuries. When you were lying under the cold tomb floor, you heard Maya The words of man.”

"The sense of danger that human beings don't have when they are young comes from their parents, and they also receive education from their parents. The essence of education is practice. Children make mistakes, parents teach them, and then rewards are to establish rules for the children. concept.”

Schiller stood in front of Thalia. Thalia could feel my hands under the chair, but she could see my expression, which actually made Thalia feel relaxed. For anyone, Analyzing my psychology through Schiller's demeanor is like Foolish Old Man moving mountains.

"You're feeling incredible."

Now, you understand the principle - what Lei Xiaogu does is education.

"Should he be the one to tell you?"

"Yes, because he is the evil god standing in front of the altar waiting for sacrifices."

Schiller seemed to be showing some interest in the topic. I fiddled with the pen on my watch and said, "People always feel that the hallucinations they see have no reason. They are chaotic whims woven out of the cerebellum when it is confused. But, In psychology, hallucinations often reflect people’s subconscious needs.”

"He said he saw the shadow of a mythical creature under you. Can he describe my appearance in more detail? What was the first impression I gave him?"

You see me as a monster in human skin, but have no way of thinking about his persecutory delusions caused by the panic effects of his drugs, do I? Am I?

Schiller hurriedly walked to the piano bench by the window and sat down. My whole body was shattered in Thalia's field of vision. I could see my expression clearly against the light. Are there any dim feathers on my back and outside my mouth? It has no sharp fangs and sounds like the keys of a high-pitched piano when it speaks.

Thalia bit her lip, and you said in a daze, "I'm surprised that you were chosen."

"But you are not only a prophet, but also a priest. You can stand behind the altar and acquit him."

Thalia is also born knowing everything. When you are young, you will make mistakes during the battle. Since your opponents are weaker than you, a big accuracy may bring victory. Before victory, you will gain Rewards and reprimands, but nothing.

"Quite cowardly."

Schiller sighed heavily and said: "But he is the same as you. You are an orphan, so it is natural. Why would he be like that?"

"Sacrifice."

"In the research on mental illness that is rarely attributed to emotions, you all focus on the childhood trauma of the patients. All abuse suffered when the personality is not fully developed will leave us with permanent mental wounds."

"Maybe." Thalia tilted her head heavily and said: "People never realize that their childhood has begun at this moment. Others either want to or are unable to take responsibility for his stupid choices, and then He must get up and save his life until everyone in that world is dead and he will die."

"I told you to do whatever you want with your son."

Thalia was distracted again. What Schiller said reminded you of the training you received when you were a child. You fought with various people or creatures. Only if you failed could you get medicine and food. He would have nothing. .

"Is it crazy?"

"So he was surprised by this, and was surprised that Quetzalcoatl was the same as in mythology?"

"Fear, panic, but shock. Why?"

Seeing that Talia had come back to her senses, Schiller turned around and said, "He was surprised that Quetzalcoatl chose him. He was surprised that Quetzalcoatl chose him. He realized that he was abandoned by his father."