Chapter 4604 Extra 2 Nangong Beiying vs Xiao Qi

Xiao Qi was really going to be pissed off by Nangong Beiying. What was going on in her mind? Why couldn't even a good guy listen to her? Why would he fall in love with such a woman?

"Nangong Beiying, do you have any intention?" Xiao Qi looked at her hurt and asked.

"Yes, but not for men." Her heart had died at that moment.

Thinking of the man who took a bullet for her, her heart ached. Thinking of him asking her not to feel guilty at the last moment and to live happily, she smiled and agreed.

But God knows how she got here and how much courage it took to suppress the heart-wrenching pain in her heart and not let anyone see it. She pretended that she was happy every day. She thought she could always be in the army. She stayed until she was unable to stay any longer. Who knew, but her father took it upon himself to submit an application for demobilization to her.

Who knows, she just wants to be closer to him. As long as she is closer and stays in the place where his footprints once were, she feels that she is alive. But even this extravagant hope is gone, and she feels like the air is coming. Hurt her.

She had that momentary crush on Xiao Qi because he had treated her the same way before. He was obviously so harsh and unkind in his words, but he was also silently kind to her and helped her. This was something they had in common.

But then she figured out that they were different. She couldn't treat Xiao Qi like this just because of herself. It was unfair to him, and it was wrong to continue like this. Sometimes, what she thought of was not necessarily the right thing. Yes, but for this kind of performance, this is the only thing she can do. Therefore, for the sake of everyone, she can't go on like this anymore. She just hopes that he will be well in the future.

She has no regrets about such a decision, and at the same time, she doesn't want to do anything more. After all, many times, what she thinks and what she does are different. She can no longer deceive herself.

But she suddenly discovered that Xiao Qi seemed to be trapped. If this was the case, then she should be more cruel.

"I see, I feel like I'm quite a bitch. I know you are a heartless woman, but I still fell on you. I wonder when I, Xiao Qi, have ever been so embarrassed, but I still don't want to let go. You know, from this perspective The first time I saw you, I felt that you were different and that God had sent you to me. But the more we got along with you, the more I felt that you were my destiny, but I found that you were like someone caught in a trap. I can't get enough air, but I can't live without you, because if I leave you, I will suffocate to death." Xiao Qi didn't know how to say this, but that's what he thought in his heart, and many times, very He doesn't have the final say on things, let alone saying so much. Sometimes, just because he thinks too much doesn't mean that's the case.

To her, she might be just a dispensable passerby, but to him, she has become a part of his life. Since she doesn't want to, he can wait. He just hopes that she can look back at him, not too much. More, even just for a minute.

But life doesn't seem to be that way for her. Sometimes, she thinks too much and gets hurt badly. She doesn't think about it but it feels meaningless.

But who says we have to be together? As long as he can stay by her side, that's fine, right?

With this kind of phenomenon, maybe it was just for a while, but he knew that she had intentions, but she was not towards him.

Yes, he could see that there was someone in her heart, but he didn't know who it was because she only occasionally showed that nostalgic and sad expression. He didn't even dare to ask her who that person was. , where is he?