Chapter 1789 Wrong, All Wrong
This is the handwriting of Le Yue. He is very familiar with it. They used to write letters secretly.
Bai Qian's fingers clenched instantly, but then slowly loosened, fearing that he would mess up the paper.
The sirens outside were still ringing, as if they would ring forever.
There were faint curses from other people, but he didn't care at all. He started from the first word and read slowly.
[A Qian, I'm sorry for you. I can't have a child]
[What should I do? A Qian has no father or mother. Now he married me, but he doesn't even have a child]
[My mother said that the temple is very spiritual. I knelt for so long, why can't she give me a child. ]
[I pretended to be pregnant. I love him too much and don't want to disappoint him. Just think of it as my apology to him. I will raise this child as my own child. ]
[The child is very cute, but he is not mine and A Qian's after all. I feel very painful when I see him now. I have deceived everyone. I have become the woman I hate the most. The doctor said there is no miracle and I can't get pregnant. My mind is so confused. 】
【I go to the temple once a week, and I haven't been home this year. The master said I was possessed. Now when I see other people's children, I want to take them home. I can always find one that looks like Ah Qian. 】
【I'm sorry, I really can't hold on any longer. It's all my fault. I lied once and had to use countless lies to cover it up. It's too painful. I clearly love him, but I'm the one who deceived him the most. 】
【I used to be a very kind person, why did I do such a thing? I was sick and crazy. Ah Qian, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. The child is not yours. I can't have it. It's all fake. 】
These are the few words left by Le Yue. It's not even a so-called letter. It's just what she wrote when she broke down.
Bai Qian read it over and over again, and he felt like a hammer was hammering his head hard.
The happy family and happy marriage in his impression were all fake.
But he didn't care at all.
He only cared about Le Yue. Why was she so stupid?
He felt something blocking his chest. The more he read the sentences, the more he knew that Le Yue's mental state had already been in trouble, but he was too slow to notice it.
He even believed what people said outside and mistakenly thought that she might have committed suicide because of her so-called first love.
He hated her, but loved her.
This feeling of love and hate almost drove him crazy, and he was indeed crazy. He soon invested in the so-called research base.
He wanted to revive Le Yue. He wanted to ask this woman in person whether she loved him or not, and why she committed suicide.
How could she be so cruel.
But now after reading these few words, he suddenly felt that he was really ridiculous.
Why did he doubt Le Yue's love? If she didn't love him, she wouldn't be in pain because she couldn't have children, and she wouldn't take this path because she couldn't have children.
Bai Qian's eyes stopped at one of the sentences: What should I do? Ah Qian has no father or mother. Now he married me, and he doesn't even have a child.
The panic, fear, and guilt contained in this sentence are about to overflow from the paper.
Bai Qian only felt a sweet and fishy taste in his throat and wanted to spit something out, but he had no strength.
He couldn't spit anything out.
It was wrong, everything was wrong.
Le Yue was so kind that she would cry for a long time if she accidentally killed a kitten, and would drag him to erect a tombstone for the kitten.
Because of her kindness, when she chose to deceive, she would suffer more and more pain every day, and her spirit would suffer several times more torture.
But Bai Qian didn't notice it, he damn well didn't notice it.
He felt a pain in the back of his head, so painful that he wanted to vomit.
He felt like he was ten years older, and he even felt that he had no strength in his legs, as if he was going to collapse on the ground.
Fu Lin on the side wanted to help him, but he waved his hand.
"Forget it, it's wrong, it's all wrong."