Chapter 1496 1616, Ningning, I Am Not Afraid of Death, but I Am Afraid of Losing You.
The man's facial features were deep and sharp, and his cold eyes were closed, making his usually stern face become a bit softer. There were faint dark circles under his eye sockets, probably because he had not rested well.
The brow bone is slightly raised, and there is a hint of masculinity and fierceness. The bridge of the nose is high, the lips are thin and faint, and there is a light blue stubble on the chin. He is mature and slightly rough, full of masculinity.
Mu Jingping had never dared to look at Shen Tingxi so carefully. This was the first time.
She was a little afraid of Shen Tingxi when she was awake. Although he had always been gentle to her, two unexpected forcings made her unconsciously resist him.
Only when he was asleep did she dare to look at him like this.
Mu Jingran reached out to touch Shen Tingxi's face, but when her fingertips were about to touch his skin, she stopped, and then slowly traced the outline of his face from a few centimeters away.
When his fingertips traced his lips in the air, he moved slightly. Mu Jingping hurriedly retracted his hand and closed his eyes.
Shen Tingxi opened her eyes and saw that Mu Ningran was still sleeping. She turned her numb hand, got up and went to the bathroom. After washing, she came out and sat down on the chair before. Then she looked at Mu Ningran in silence like yesterday.
After looking at it for a while, I realized something was wrong. Mu Jingping's eyelashes were trembling slightly, and her breathing was uneven.
Is she pretending to sleep?
Shen Tingxi shouted softly, "Ning Ning."
Mu Jingjing's eyelashes twitched subconsciously, and her fingers curled up slightly.
Shen Tingxi made sure Mu Jingping was awake, lowered her voice and said, "Ning Ning, don't you want to see me?"
After a pause, Shen Tingxi said: "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to do this to you. You broke up with me so coldly. I was so afraid of losing you that I couldn't control my emotions... I thought that as long as you belonged to me If you don't, you won't think about leaving me anymore..."
Shen Tingxi lowered her eyes, her gaze fell on Mu Jingjing's white and slender fingers, and she blamed herself, "I was wrong, a big mistake. If you really don't want me anymore, what will happen if you get your person?" "
Shen Tingxi didn't see the tears quietly sliding down the corners of Mu Jingping's eyes when he said, 'You really don't want me anymore.'
"Ning Ning, I know everything. When you met my dad, what he said scared you, right?" Shen Tingxi raised her eyes to look at Mu Jingping. Just in time, the tears in the corners of her eyes had sunk into her hair and disappeared. "I know you are not afraid of being in danger by being with me. If you were afraid of this, you would have left me long ago. You are afraid that my life will be in danger because of you, right?"
Shen Tingxi looked at Mu Jingping for a few seconds. She didn't respond to him or open her eyes. She just closed her nose slightly. He wanted to hold her hand and feel her body temperature, but he didn't dare. He just lowered his gaze again. returned her hand.
Looking at the deep eyes, bloodshot eyes slowly appeared, and the voice was slightly hoarse, "Ning Ning, I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of losing you."
Mu Jingping's nose closed faster, and tears fell in clusters from the corners of her eyes. Some of them got into her hair, and some dripped down her ears onto the white pillow. Soon, a large piece of the pillow was wet.
Shen Tingxi raised her eyes, and what she saw was Mu Jingping's eyes rolling with tears, but she pursed her lips and kept silent. She was so quiet and fragile that it made people feel distressed, as if there were countless thin needles pricking Shen Tingxi's heart. , take a breath, and the needle will penetrate a little, and it will hurt like a heart-breaking pain.
The big hand with clear joints stretched out towards Mu Jingping's face, trying to wipe away the tears from the corner of her eyes, but the fingertips stopped just a few centimeters away from her face, and then slowly curled the fingers into a fist until the joints turned white. Dare to get close and watch her cry.
After a while, Shen Tingxi took her hand back and looked away, not daring to look at her. She was so hurt that her heart was broken. She turned to the window with scarlet eyes, "Ning Ning, I will not let you go, not even to death." put."
Just like that, one looked at the window in silence.
One shed tears with his eyes closed.
I don't know how long it took, but Shen Tingxi gathered her emotions and stood up, "I'll buy breakfast. You have a good rest."
The sound of footsteps approaching was heard in her ears, and then the sound of the door opening and closing. Mu Jingping slowly opened her teary eyes. The room had quieted down. He had gone out, leaving her alone.
She turned sideways, curled up her legs, buried her face in the white quilt, shook her shoulders, and suppressed her cry.
How could she not want him?
She wanted it, but she was afraid and didn't dare to get close. She couldn't overcome her own inner obstacles.
She didn't want to let him go either.
However, she didn't want him to be in danger, she wanted him to be well.
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When Shen Tingxi bought breakfast and walked to the ward, she saw Mu Yiqing standing at the door of Mu Ningran's ward talking to an elegant doctor in a white coat. She remembered that yesterday Mu Yiqing asked Shen Jiuyan to stay away from Mu Jingran. Shen Tingxi's face immediately darkened, and she walked over quickly, "What are you doing here?"
Mu Yiqing faced Shen Tingxi, who was exuding air-conditioning, and his expression was not very good, "I'm here to see Ning Ning."
Ning Ning?
Ah!
Does he deserve to be called that?
The corner of Shen Tingxi's mouth curled up with a hint of ridicule, "Mr. Mayor, are you familiar with my girlfriend?"
Mu Yiqing's face turned even more ugly. He revealed his identity in front of others and spoke in such an ugly tone, "Ning Ning and I are fellow villagers, and her mother is an old acquaintance. Why don't we come and care about her?"
Shen Tingxi nodded in agreement, "The mayor ran to me yesterday to ask me to stay away from Ning Ning. I thought you were Ning Ning's father, but it turns out you are just a fellow villager. Did you stretch your hand too long? ?”
Mu Yiqing's face could no longer be described as ugly, especially the word father, which stung his nerves. He became a little angry and said: "With your status, anyone who follows you will destroy their future, not to mention fellow villagers and old friends." As a mayor, I can’t just watch my people jump into this pit of fire like you.”
"Mayor Mu is really a good parent of the people of Fancheng." Shen Tingxi sneered, then her face suddenly turned cold and her voice became sharper, "It's a pity that you can't control me. I want to stay closer to her. Can you How am I doing?"
"you……"
Qin Xiaoyi, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "Is this Mr. Shen?"
Shen Tingxi's eyes moved from Mu Yiqing to the doctor in a white coat beside him, nodded, and asked, "Are you Dr. Qin?"
When Shen Tingxi came to the hospital yesterday, Qin Xiaoyi had already left, and Mu Ningping was on duty with Ji Chifeng's psychiatrist, so Shen Tingxi didn't see Qin Xiaoyi.
Qin Xiaoyi nodded and pointed at the doctor's office in the middle of the corridor, "Let's go to my office and have a chat?"