1374 1494, Depression

The smile in Lu Jinshen's eyes faded instantly, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and he did not speak.

Tong Qiao buttoned it up and looked up at him, "You still want to hide it from me?"

Lu Jinshen just looked at Tong Qiao, but still didn't speak.

The fire in Tong Qiao's heart came up in an instant, hiding from her, hiding from her, and wanting to hide from her, she put her hands on Lu Jinshen's side and wanted to get up.

Lu Jinshen put his big hand on her waist and didn't let go.

Tong Qiao grabbed Lu Jinshen's strong arm hard, he subconsciously relaxed his strength, Tong Qiao slid up from him, turned around and walked towards the door, as fast as if he wanted to step out of the ward.

"Yu Fei suffers from depression."

Tong Qiao's footsteps were suddenly stopped by the urgent low voice behind her, she stood for two seconds, then turned around, looking at Lu Jinshen and waiting for him to continue talking.

Lu Jinshen sat up from the bed, patted the edge of the bed, "Sit here."

Tong Qiao stood still, still angry. If she hadn't left, wouldn't he have planned to tell her?

"I didn't want to tell you. I was just thinking about how to tell you." Lu Jinshen explained.

Tong Qiao stood for a few seconds, but finally walked back and sat down on the edge of the bed. Lu Jinshen was sick and she would not really leave.

Lu Jinshen took Tong Qiao's little hand with his big hand, and gently squeezed it, "Sheng Difei said that Sheng Yufei suffered from depression not long after Zihua left, but because she was pregnant and couldn't take medicine, her condition became more serious and she almost committed suicide She was rescued by Sheng Difei in time, and then Sheng Difei told Zihua's parents about Sheng Yufei's pregnancy, and you know the rest."

Tong Qiao frowned, "So Sheng Yufei didn't say she was pregnant?"

Lu Jinshen nodded, "The reason why I never doubted that Yufei would have feelings for me is because I have witnessed how much she loves Zihua. At the beginning, Yufei took the initiative to chase Zihua, but Zihua also liked her in her heart. Yu Fei, but he feels that in our business, life is always on the waistband of his trousers, and he doesn't want to delay Yu Fei, so he keeps refusing."

"Then why are they together again?" Tong Qiao asked.

A look of reminiscence appeared in Lu Jinshen's eyes, "No one thought that Yu Fei could persist for so long. She chased her for three years. Many people in the army secretly called Yu Fei's sister-in-law and admitted that Yu Fei was Zihua's woman. Zihua himself didn't admit it until that time when we completed a major task. At the celebration banquet, everyone helped Yufei get Zihua drunk. , the two hugged and cried a lot, they were together that night."

Tong Qiao didn't expect Sheng Yufei to be so infatuated, but... "Since she likes Zihua so much, why did she fall in love with you later?"

Lu Jinshen did not answer Tong Qiao's question directly, but said: "Sheng Difei said that Yufei gradually came out of depression after she came to Lu's house for two months, and I also knew Yufei's emotions during those two months." No, I often sit alone on the bed and stare at the window in a daze for a whole day, and sometimes, I cry alone with the quilt in my arms, and fall asleep crying.”

A look of self-blame appeared on Lu Jinshen's face, "I was too careless, I just thought she hadn't recovered from Zihua's departure, and didn't even know that she was suffering from depression, and it had reached a serious level. "

Tong Qiao took Lu Jinshen's hand back and comforted him, "It's not your fault. If she wanted to hide it from you, how could you know?"

"Qiao'er, do you know? I have been married to her for five years. When we were together, we talked about either Ziqian or Zihua." Lu Jinshen squeezed the space between his brows with his elegant and skeletal hands, "From what she said From her demeanor, I could tell that she missed Zihua very much, so I never believed that she would think otherwise of me."

Tong Qiao suddenly remembered that it was she who called Lu Jinshen and let Lu Jinshen hear Sheng Yufei saying that she liked him. Could it be that she did something wrong?

Lu Jinshen adjusted his emotions for a while before continuing to speak in a low voice, "Sheng Difei said that Yufei just regarded me as a substitute for Zihua, and Ziqian and I were the only sustenance for her feelings, and she also said that since I married you In the beginning, Yu Fei's mood slowly began to change a little bit, until I snatched Ziqian away from her, and her mood completely collapsed, so she did the thing of betraying you and me."

Sheng Yufei just regarded Lu Jinshen as Xu Zihua's substitute? Never loved Lu Jinshen?

Such a theory was too sudden, and Tong Qiao couldn't believe it for a while, "Maybe Sheng Difei said this to exonerate Sheng Yufei, or maybe Sheng Yufei died, Sheng Difei was angry and wanted to take revenge on you, and deliberately said these things to make you blame yourself Guilty."

"When Yu Fei died, she was in a very strange mood. She was completely different from her usual self. I went to her residence and found medicine to control her depression. No matter whether her feelings for me are true or not, whether she is suffering from depression is true or not. Yes, but I never realized that Zihua died for me, and now Yufei..." The pain in Lu Jinshen's eyes was obvious, and his expression was full of self-blame.

He raised his hand and pinched the center of his brows, "Ziqian saw his mother die in front of his eyes. He hated me and hated me for not saving his mother. So from that day on, he ignored me and didn't call me dad..."

Tong Qiao was startled. When I saw Lu Ziqian off at the station today, Lu Ziqian didn't call Lu Jinshen. She still felt strange, but she never thought that Lu Ziqian would hate Lu Jinshen because of Sheng Yufei's matter. She only thought that Lu Ziqian had suffered recently. Frightened, and he has always been more afraid of Lu Jinshen, so... "Could it be that you think too much?"

Lu Jinshen hoped that he was thinking too much, but he watched Lu Ziqian grow up, why couldn't he see the change in the way Lu Ziqian looked at him? Just to keep Tong Qiao from worrying, he nodded slightly, "Maybe I'm thinking too much."

Seeing Lu Jinshen in such pain, Tong Qiao was very distressed, and hugged him gently, "Don't do this, these are not your fault, you have done a good job, after Zihua left, you have done your duty She took care of his wife and children, and even sacrificed her first marriage. Although Sheng Yufei was sick, she did do many things that hurt you and me. Maybe this is her fate. She went to find Zihua. It was a relief for her."

Lu Jin deeply smelled the faint fragrance of Tong Qiao's body, and listened to her softly reassuring him. The boredom accumulated in his heart for many days seemed to be slowly evacuating from his heart.

"Ji Ji told me what happened that day. You didn't save Sheng Yufei. You just wanted to delay the snipers. Ziqian is still young and ignorant. When he grows up, he will understand... In my heart, you are My god is upright, worthy of anyone... After a while, Ziqian calms down, let's go to see Uncle Xu together, shall we?"