Chapter 535 Fear

The water from the shower head is still spraying, and a light mist fills the air. Her back leaned against the door, sliding down a little bit, sitting on the cold ground, stretching out her hands to hug herself.

The bruises on my wrists are still there.

Xia Ling looked at the faint marks and her body began to tremble slightly again.

She and Li Lei have been together for a long time, and she is not disgusted by his touch. If he only wanted her once in a while with a little force, maybe she would be angry, but not fearful or angry. However, he tied her up with a tie.

It scared her crazy.

Why, when she said no, he refused to stop? !

There was a knock on the door outside.

"Xiao Ling," Li Lei's voice was a little anxious, "What's wrong with you? Open the door."

Xia Ling didn't say anything, remembering that in her previous life she had devoted all her heart to falling in love with a man, but she suffered an unreasonable disaster for no reason, being imprisoned, humiliated and violated. Reborn in this life, they thought they would find true love for the rest of their lives, but a sudden paragliding accident almost made them miss it forever. She went through all the trouble to protect his child, but the child died a month before he rescued her from the tiger's mouth. In order to let their child be buried closer, she begged another man but was rejected. When she was full of grief and exhausted, he ignored her resistance and struggle and cruelly opened her most bloody wounds... …

The mountain of sorrow roared and the tsunami swallowed her up.

She didn't know why she had such an unlucky fate and suffered so much.

Is it destined to never be happy?

She whimpered and cried out.

"Xiao Ling, Xiao Ling, how are you?" Li Lei outside the bathroom door heard her cry and banged the door harder, "Xiao Ling, say something! Don't scare me! I was wrong, it was me No, I shouldn’t do that to you! Come out, please, open the door, open the door quickly!”

However, she still just cried.

The sorrow of two lives seemed to pour out at this moment. For a moment, she wanted to die like this and be done with it. Her brother said that Nirvana would make her a little happier. Doesn't it mean that the next life will be happier than this one?

But...she couldn't bear it.

I couldn’t bear to leave the man who was banging on the door like crazy outside. What should I do if I forget about him after reincarnation? What if, even if she hasn't forgotten him, he no longer loves her reincarnation just like Pei Ziheng? She sobbed and cried until she was hoarse.

I don’t know how long it took, but suddenly, there was a bang on the wall next to the door.

She was startled. She raised her eyes and looked over with tears. She saw a big hole opened in the wall at some point. Li Lei's strong figure came out of the hole. When he saw her, he knelt down and hugged her. Into the arms.

"Xiao Ling, are you okay?" His voice was nervous.

She cried louder and was out of breath, "Li Lei, you bastard! You beast! You bully me! Wuwuwuwu..."

He carefully protected her body, feeling that she was almost exhausted from crying, feeling distressed and remorseful at the same time. He was her man and he wanted to protect her. Why did he end up hurting her instead? "Xiao Ling, I'm sorry...I'm sorry," he coaxed softly, "I will never do that again. It's my fault, it's my fault."

It took her a long time to stop crying and she was a little dehydrated. Li Lei carefully carried her back to bed and gave her honey lemon water to drink. I stayed with her for a long time, waiting for her to calm down, but I still didn't dare to ask what was going on with her sudden collapse. It was just a tie on her hand. It was just a very small touch. Why was she so frightened?

Before she could figure it out, Xia Ling had already raised her tear-stained face and said, "Li Lei, let me stay out for a few days." Her voice was hoarse.

Li Lei's heart skipped a beat: "Go out to live? Xiao Ling, it was my fault. Don't leave. Isn't it good for us to live together? I will never do this to you again next time."

Xia Ling shook her head weakly: "I'm afraid."

Li Lei's voice was gentler: "I really won't hurt you again."

She still shook her head. "That's not the problem..." She thought slowly for a long time, not knowing what to say, "I'm just... afraid. Even if I know you did it unintentionally, and know that you will never tie me up like this again, that kind of fear I can’t control it, do you understand?”

As she spoke, her tears fell again and she wiped them hastily with the back of her hand.

Li Lei's mind felt like there were thousands of knives stirring it up, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe. He said: "If you want to move out, I will move out too. Xiao Ling, you can live here peacefully. I will come back when you are no longer afraid of me."

Unexpectedly, she still shook her head.

"I want to move out," she said softly but firmly, "I'm afraid of you, and I'm also afraid of this bed, this house..." She wiped her tears with the back of her hand again, "As soon as I close my eyes, it's..."

"What is it?" he asked softly.

The shackles and mastiffs appeared in front of her eyes, and she managed to suppress the fear that was rising in her heart. "Let me go." She said, "Li Lei, I am not angry with you. I love you, but this incident makes me very afraid of you. I will come back when I am not so afraid in the future."

Li Lei knew that it was useless to persuade her. He was also afraid that if he pushed too hard, he would lose her.

Finally, he nodded and said in a low voice: "Where are you going? I'll take you there."

Xia Ling chose Feng Kun's home.

With the wounds from her previous life being reopened, she didn't dare to be alone, and she didn't want to go to Luoluo to face overly enthusiastic concerns and inquiries. She just wanted to find a peaceful and safe place, and it had to be with Feng Kun. Apart from Pei Ziheng, only Feng Kun knew about her past and present life, and even everything about her children.

She can show a sad expression there, and she can be so sad that she can't eat, and no one will ask why.

Li Lei didn't agree with her going to a single man's home, even if that person was Feng Kun, who had a good reputation in the industry. However, her fragile appearance made him feel distressed, and he finally gave in.

He knew that Feng Kun and she were close friends and had known each other for many years.

Feng Kun was shocked when he suddenly saw her with red and swollen eyes from crying. While letting them in, he asked what happened. Xia Ling shook her head and had no energy to speak. Li Lei couldn't explain clearly, so he only said: "She is not in a good mood. She said she wanted to stay with you for a few days and then move back when her mood recovers."

Feng Kun understood somewhat. Xiao Ling probably remembered something from her previous life.

So, he said: "No problem, the guest rooms are all ready. I will take good care of Xiao Ling, Li Lei, don't worry."

Li Lei was unhappy and wanted to immediately pack up and take Xiao Ling away from someone else's house. However, his rationality forced him to restrain himself and thanked Feng Kun: "I've caused you trouble, I will always Come see her, please feel free to contact me if anything happens.”

Feng Kun nodded: "Don't worry."