Chapter 190 Bo Yi Is Awake, Sangsang, I Have Something to Tell You.
But he couldn't accept it even more, dying for his own sake.
It was no longer love, but a desire to free himself from her lifelong pain.
But Bo Yi.
You're not that kind of person, right? You're not that cruel.
Sang Xia slowly walked to him, and her heart ached when she saw that he couldn't wake up.
The night is quiet.
Sangxia sat next to him and looked at him. Her slender figure was particularly thin and delicate under the moonlight. Sitting here looking at him, she didn't say anything to him.
I didn’t say why you were so irresponsible or selfish.
She's had enough.
She's had enough of the blame.
Everyone's situation is miserable, who is more qualified to say who is more selfish.
He left Bo Yi to save himself, Rong Zhan stayed with her to save himself, and Bo Yi wanted to commit suicide to save himself.
Others have not experienced the actual feeling, so who have the right to say who is suffering more.
"Bo Yi, there are still many beautiful things in this world. In fact, I was wrong too. I shouldn't just limit myself to revenge. You shouldn't live in this kind of place either. There are too many beautiful emotions and beautiful things in the world. It's worth it. Let’s live in this world. How about you wake up? When you wake up, we’ll be together..."
"boom……!"
There was a sudden soft knock outside the door, followed by the sound of footsteps leaving hastily and messily.
When Sang Xia turned around subconsciously, she happened to see a black shadow in windbreaker passing by.
She froze for a moment and didn't move for a long time.
Who was that just now...
Even if it's just a dark shadow, she knows it very well.
But……
She slowly turned her head, her eyes lowered slightly, and when she looked at her hands holding Bo Yi, she did not let go...
He continued with a slightly hoarse voice, "Let's change together and chase a better life together. I will work hard to chase my dreams. As for you, Bo Yi, you still have many moments that need to realize the meaning of your life, and Rong Zhan... "
"It's time for him to be relieved."
"Everyone has suffered, but death is not the solution. Bo Yi, you should wake up, let everyone let go, let everyone forget the past, and let each of us start again..."
"Bo Yi..."
After a long time, warm liquid moistened his hand, and her weak and hoarse voice finally came out choked with sobs in the night, "Bo Yi, although we are separated, you are the most beautiful person I have ever lived in this world. I hope you will live the best." Well, he is a better person than anyone else..."
Because she will no longer be by his side, and she also knows that she can't give him everything he wants, the life he wants, but in this world, among all living beings, there will always be someone waiting for him.
Wait for him and give him everything he wants.
His happiness is no longer with her.
Sangxia got up and left, with tears in her eyes, without looking back, so she didn't see his long, white fingers trembling slightly when she let go of his hand.
until--
"Sangsang..."
An out-of-reach soft call came weakly through the oxygen bottle.
Sangxia's hand stopped opening the door.
His body froze in place.
She turned back slowly, it seemed a little unimaginable, and she was afraid that it might be an illusion.
But when she saw with her own eyes that he slightly opened his slender and clear eyes, and his long eyelashes were gently but weakly fluttering, Sang Xia's red eyes suddenly burst into tears. came down, but the corners of her lips slowly raised.