Chapter 69 Her Syrup, His Arsenic (9)

The two of them left for a long time, and he still stood there like a fool.

It's his birthday... He made an appointment with her a week in advance, but when Qin Yinan showed up, he was forgotten.

That night, he drank too much, he didn't remember how he returned to Song's house, and how he went upstairs to the bedroom. He was so drunk that day, he vaguely saw her, and kissed her in a daze...

When he was very young, he often saw amazement and surprise in the eyes of others looking at him.

At that time, he didn't hate that sight, and even liked it a little bit. Until later, he was sent to a mental hospital by his mother, and the old woman who took care of him sneaked into his room late at night. Since then, he often When you see that kind of gaze, you will feel disgust and ridicule in your heart, so that when you entered puberty in junior high school, the boys around you began to have physical needs. Everyone would watch movies together in the middle of the night and hide in the bathroom with hands. Or some directly made girlfriends, but he couldn't even arouse the slightest interest in those things.

There are a lot of girls chasing him at school, no matter how beautiful or outstanding he is, he never takes a look. Some girls will be frightened by his indifference, but some become more and more courageous. One of them stripped naked in front of him. clothing……

However, he was so still at the scene facing him, his body didn't react at all, and even when the girl approached, he felt nausea rolling in his stomach.

He knew at that time that he probably had some problems in that area...

So when he kissed her without any psychological barrier that night, he himself felt a little unbelievable. He thought it was an illusion, a dream... But in the dream, she was resisting him for Qin Yinan.

He really hated and was jealous, and then he controlled her mind with the strength of alcohol, and then he...

He's not having a problem with that, he's having a problem with everyone except the people he likes.

On the second day after that night, she was pale and said a few words to him with red eyes.

"Su Zhinian, I don't need your responsibility."

"You'd better forget about this matter, and then rot in your own stomach, and don't let anyone know."

After that, she started to avoid him, and she didn't even return to Song's house.

She blocked all the numbers that added him, and refused to answer all calls and messages about him.

At that time, he really wanted to apologize to her and be responsible to her after he found her... But before he had time to find her, he bumped into an unknown secret... That secret made him, from now on, never again I am not qualified to love her anymore...

Then the fact that he liked Song Qingchun, like his superpower, became a secret that only he knew.

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The room was exceptionally quiet, and Song Qingchun slept soundly. Su Zhinian, who was sitting by the bed, was very emotional because of the way he looked at her because of the memories of the past.

He clearly remembered how broken he was when he knew the secret.

He was in the bar, drunk for seven days and seven nights.

He wished he hadn't bumped into that secret, but his innate superpower just let him know, and he began to hate himself, to the point of self-torture...

Su Zhinian seemed unwilling to think about it, turned his head away slightly, and stared at the deep night outside the window.