Chapter 1930 Don’t Tell Him
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"Xiaoxiao, what did you say?"
Wen Ran frowned and looked at Bai Xiaoxiao with concern and worry.
"I have always been resentful because of what he did to my mother back then. I said that I don't blame him, I only hate myself, but in my heart, I actually blame him."
Bai Xiaoxiao's voice was low, with heart-wrenching sadness.
Maybe many people don't understand why she broke up with Luo Haofeng because of Wu Jingfang's incident.
Many people would say that Wu Jingfang is Wu Jingfang and Luo Haofeng is Luo Haofeng. The grievances of the previous generation should not be borne by the next generation. Many people blame Bai Xiaoxiao for being too stubborn.
But if you really change positions, there are a few people who can do it without caring.
If her dearest mother suffered such humiliation, if she didn't care, she wouldn't be a filial daughter.
"Xiaoxiao, it's not your fault. If I were you, I would be as unable to face each other as you are."
Wen Ran held Bai Xiaoxiao's hand understandingly, trying to convey warmth and encouragement to her.
"Of course, maybe you are the only one who can understand me. No one can understand me except you, and no one can know the pain in my heart. It's not that I don't want to accept Haofeng, it's that I really can't get over myself. I know his mother It's his mother, it's him, and I shouldn't let him suffer the mistakes his mother made, but I just can't do it."
Without my own personal experience, no one can empathize with it.
Wen Ran's heart tightened, and she raised her hand to wipe Bai Xiaoxiao's tears, and her voice sounded softly, "Xiaoxiao, we all understand you, and Luo Haofeng understands you too. Don't be so sad, it's not good for the baby. "
If that incident had not happened, Bai Xiaoxiao would be the happiest now, and she and Luo Haofeng would have received the certificate and got married.
But now, I really can't blame her, I can only blame fate.
"He said he was going to let go and start a new life."
At this point, Bai Xiaoxiao burst into tears.
Although she was the one who kept saying she wanted to break up, and she was the one who refused to forgive or accept, but when Luo Haofeng really told her to let go, she felt heartbroken.
She originally thought that Luo Haofeng would give her time and would always wait for her.
Wen Ran's eyes widened in shock, and after a moment she asked, "Xiao Xiao, you said Luo Haofeng is going to find his own happiness. Is it possible that he wants to marry Qiao Siyi?"
"Yes, actually this is what I originally advised him to do. When I asked him to find another woman, I felt heartbroken, but not as painful as now."
Maybe subconsciously, she knew that Luo Haofeng couldn't find another woman.
Because she was in pain because of what happened back then, she said those hurtful words willfully, making Luo Haofeng suffer as much as she did.
"My heart really hurts now. It hurts so much. However, I really hate myself like this."
Since you can't accept it, why not just let it go.
Like now, she can neither accept nor let go, torturing herself and others. Bai Xiaoxiao has really never hated herself as much as she has in recent months.
Wen Ran patted her back gently and comforted her softly, "Xiaoxiao, if you can't let go of Luo Haofeng, we will go find him. He and Qiao Siyi are not together yet, so it's still too late."
Bai Xiaoxiao cried and shook her head, "It's too late. Qiao Siyi lost a leg because of him, but do you know? Qiao Siyi came to me twice before. The first time she came to me, saying that I shouldn't be hurt because of those things back then. Go hurt Luo Haofeng."
Because she was too sad, Bai Xiaoxiao's voice was a little choppy.
Tears flowed down uncontrollably, which made her feel that she was getting weaker and weaker now.
Wen Ran was shocked and looked at Bai Xiaoxiao with worry on her face as she said, "The second time she came to me was the day before she returned to city B. She said that I didn't want Luo Haofeng and that she would always be with her. Him. So, she has been the one staying with Luo Haofeng during this period."
"Xiao Xiao, you are overthinking. That means Qiao Siyi likes Luo Haofeng unilaterally. The person Luo Haofeng likes in his heart has always been you!"
"Who knows, Qiao Siyi is indeed a very good girl, gentle, kind and beautiful, and now because of Luo Haofeng... he should be responsible for her. So I can't be so selfish and look for him again."
At this point, Bai Xiaoxiao suddenly grabbed Wen Ran's hand with both hands and said nervously, "Of course, you promise me that what I just said to you is not allowed to be told to Luo Haofeng or Mo Xiuchen."
Wen Ran's eyes tightened and she subconsciously shouted "Xiao Xiao."
Bai Xiaoxiao took a deep breath, tried hard to suppress the sadness rolling in her heart, and gave a forced smile, "In total, every time he and I ended, it was decided by him. From now on, he and I will really It doesn’t matter anymore, but it doesn’t matter, I still have children.”
Wen Ran felt unspeakably uncomfortable in her heart. Such Bai Xiaoxiao made her extremely distressed.
Bai Xiaoxiao was right. Every ending between her and Luo Haofeng was decided by Luo Haofeng.
Although Bai Xiaoxiao was the first to break up this time, Luo Haofeng had always disagreed. In the past two months, he came to G City without letting Bai Xiaoxiao know and watched her in the dark.
But now, the relationship between him and Bai Xiaoxiao is over.
Wen Ran suddenly felt that Luo Haofeng was the cruel one.
Regardless of whether he had no choice or not, in the end, he hurt Xiaoxiao again and again.
Even though he knew the truth, he couldn't help but get close to Xiaoxiao and start over with her. Because of his soft heart, her mother leaked what happened back then to Meng Ke.
Meng Ke then asked people to find Qi Jianlin, which led Xiaoxiao to know the cruel truth of that year.
Although those things have nothing to do with Luo Haofeng, Wu Jingfang is his mother after all, and it doesn't mean it doesn't matter just by saying "it's okay".
People are emotional creatures, and Wen Ran didn't think there was anything wrong with Bai Xiaoxiao breaking up with Luo Haofeng because of that incident.
"Xiao Xiao..."
As soon as Wen Ran spoke, Bai Xiaoxiao interrupted her, "Of course, I know what you want to say. In fact, this is fine. I can't face him anyway. It's better to break it off cleanly to save everyone from being sad."
"But you..."
Bai Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly, "I'm fine, don't worry, I broke up with him a long time ago. Haven't I been living well without him in the past few months? I will also live well in the future. , A person’s life is not only about love, but also about family and friendship, isn’t it?”
"Okay, I still say that, no matter what decision you make, I will support you."
Wen Ran knew that what she was saying was useless. Bai Xiaoxiao was stubborn, but she was still proud. Luo Haofeng had brought an end to their relationship, so she would not allow herself to beg.