Chapter 304 The Truth and Confession

The night is like ink, and the moonlight is quietly sprinkled in the cypress forest.

Shen Ruojing raised his head slightly and looked at the man in front of him.

Chu Cichen's tense body was slowly relaxing, and his phoenix eyes were deep, like a vast starry sky. At this moment, it seemed that thousands of stars were gathering in his eyes.

He asked with a slightly trembling voice:

"518, do you want to see the Northern Lights?"

Shen Ruojing was taken aback for a moment, she was silent for a while, and said, "Think."

"Would you like to see the Pyramid of Khufu in Egypt?"

"think."

"Would you like to see Babylon Air Park?"

"think."

"Would you like to see the blue flames of Mount Yizhen when it erupts?"

"think."

"Would you like to venture into the waters of Hai Mong Kok and chase the waves?"

"think."

The man's voice gradually calmed down from being nervous and trembling, his eyes also changed from affectionate to focused, and he said word by word: "I want to go with you, I want to have you accompany me all the way around the world, and I wish to be by your side for the rest of my life, It starts with a heartbeat and ends with a white head. Are you willing?"

Shen Ruojing didn't understand why he suddenly confessed his love again, she didn't know what to say for a while.

Chu Cichen didn't wait for her to answer. After saying this, he smiled bluntly: "This is what I prepared to confess to you back then. I practiced it in front of the mirror many times, but unfortunately it didn't work in the end."

Shen Ruojing clenched his fists, "Then why are you saying it now?"

Chu Cichen looked away from her: "Because I'm afraid, after telling you the truth, there will be no chance to say these words."

Shen Ruojing lowered her eyes.

Chu Cichen just laughed, and he said: "I found out the truth back then. Lucheng did find out a few witnesses in China who were in love with you. The aunt in the canteen of Jincheng Conservatory of Music used to be your dating park. The administrator, she told a few colleagues from that year, and I asked Lu Cheng to check them one by one, and they said that they had seen you and him. So your love affair was real."

He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Shen Ruojing's head.

Shen Ruojing took a step back and avoided it.

Chu Cichen's eyes dimmed slightly, and then he said, "I've always been worried that something is wrong with your heart or spirit, and the character you imagined. Now that it's not your physical problem, I'm relieved."

Shen Ruojing stared at him: "Continue."

Chu Cichen said again: "It is true that I have not returned to China in these years. My brothers around me and air tickets can prove it. I even suspected that something was wrong with me, so I went for a psychiatric evaluation and found that Everything is normal. So, neither of us have memory problems. Because..."

He paused, he didn't want to say the following words.

He has been avoiding Shen Ruojing, just because he was afraid of the next sentence, but at this moment, he can no longer hide her, he turned his head, and said slowly: "Because, during those six months, the person who fell in love with you, not me."

"..."

The surroundings suddenly became quiet, only the sound of wind and falling leaves remained.

At this moment, Chu Cichen felt as if his heart was being grabbed. He knew that once he told the truth, he would push the woman away with his own hands.

She tolerated and liked him during this time because she thought he was her lover.

She just said that he is her only one.

But at this moment, this one and only is so chilling to him.

Because the only one is not him.

Shen Ruojing remained calm and self-possessed, she quietly looked at Chu Cichen's handsome profile: "Who is he?"

"I'm still investigating. He was the one who really disappeared back then."

Chu Cichen didn't dare to look into her eyes, for fear of seeing something strange in them.

However, Shen Ruojing analyzed rationally: "So, in fact, in China, I fell in love with him, but abroad, the person I met was you, and I was falling in love with both of you at the same time?"

"Um."

"It was he who proposed to me, not you."

"Um."

"It's him who goes out with me every weekend and sends me audiobooks at night, not you."

"……Um."

Shen Ruojing suddenly took a step forward, "Then he was the one who confessed to me back then, not you?"

Chu Cichen clenched his fists tightly: "Yes."

When he first returned to China, he felt that Shen Ruojing was lying and pestered him every day, but now how much he hopes that that lie is true, that he was the person who accompanied her in China for half a year?

But the truth is so cruel.

He suddenly didn't know how to face her... let alone how she would treat him.

This is why he has been reluctant and dare not tell the truth.

He fears.

Afraid that she would not love him after she knew the truth.

I'm afraid she will only treat him as a stranger from now on.

During this period of time, Chu Cichen was worrying about gains and losses every day.

When he was in Jincheng, when he knew the truth, his first reaction was to hide it.

Anyway, that person back then has disappeared completely, as if he had never appeared before, so he can pretend that that person is himself, and keep Shen Ruojing by his side on the grounds of amnesia, or because he can't remember clearly. up.

He even went to the aunt in the canteen and wanted to give her a hush money.

But he went there twice in a row, but couldn't do it.

Because he once promised 518 that he would never lie to her in his life.

He could only listen to the aunt in the cafeteria talking about how she dated that man back then. The two liked walking on the road very much and often took walks.

Every time he didn't know what to say, she always listened with a smile.

Then once, the boy confessed to the girl.

Because of the distance, they could only see the boy blushing, lowering his head and not knowing what to say, while a group of staff members secretly stood in the park lounge, looking into the distance through the glass.

The girl nodded and they both laughed.

They are really a match made in heaven, and they are called a pair of green people by the staff in the park.

The more he heard about their past, the more Chu Cichen felt that he was an outsider.

How happy they are, Chu Cichen feels more and more how sad he is.

The girl he was thinking of had already agreed to him before confessing.

He originally thought that the two of them were in love with each other and were secretly in love with each other. He only took the initiative, and she pierced the window paper, but it turned out that they were wrong people from beginning to end.

Chu Cichen lowered his head in disappointment.

He didn't know if he still had a chance, but he didn't want to let go. He looked at Shen Ruojing and asked, "Jingjing, do you think I can continue to pursue you?"

Shen Ruojing didn't speak, but still stared at him.

Chu Cichen's heart sank little by little...

Just when he thought that Shen Ruojing would not agree to him, the girl suddenly said: "If you are not him, then why did your confession be exactly the same as his back then?"

Chu Cichen was startled suddenly, and raised his head: "What did you say?"