Chapter 170 From Kitten to Tiger
?Is there a situation?
"Yun'er, what happened, I was on the phone with Xiuyan just now, didn't you feel that there was something wrong? Is it serious? If necessary, I will rush there right away!"
Luo Junning's voice was a little anxious, which made Quan Yuli in his arms feel a little щww{][lā}??·
At this time, Luo Junning really cared about Jung Soo-yeon, after all, that was his current girlfriend, but at this moment, his relationship with Kwon Yuri was entangled, especially now, they hugged each other unclearly, just now It was even under such circumstances that he answered Jung Soo-yeon's phone call, so he was still very sensitive in his heart, especially caring about Jung Soo-yeon's every detail.
Lin Yuner was taken aback by Luo Junning's tone, but quickly nodded her head as a matter of course, because she was worried that her girlfriend's brother was the Luo Junning she knew, but this reaction seemed a little too radical, "Actually, I don't know too well Well, it's just that O'Neill felt weird after she and oppa you talked on the phone just now. It just feels that she didn't have any strange movements. If I have to say it, it's just that the air conditioner is used as a substitute for oppa you again. Really, I just finished practicing, and it's very hot, oppa, you have to take care of Sikaoni, you can't always occupy the air conditioner by yourself, it's very annoying!"
"Dear sister Yoona, are you speaking ill of O'Neill?" At some point, Jung Soo-yeon had left from the air conditioner and came behind Lin Yoona.
Lin Yuner's face froze, and she said with a mournful face: "No, no, dear Sikaoni~"
The little boy's coquettish voice made Zheng Xiuyan's fists clenched. Taking advantage of this gap, Lin Yuner took a peek at the air conditioner, and saw that except for her and Zheng Xiuyan, all the sisters were cooling down there, and she suddenly complained in her heart. Get up: Really, even Xiaoxian has turned bad, watching Sikaoni 'sneak attack' on me!
The phone call finally ended amidst Jung Soo-yeon and Lin Yoon-er's fight, Luo Junning was also greatly relieved, it turned out that everything was just Lin Yoon-er's guess, otherwise he really didn't know how to face Jung Soo-yeon. ????·
"Oppa, what do you think we are now?"
Quan Yuli said quietly.
Luo Junning lowered his head and suffered another headache. He really didn't know how to deal with the situation in front of him. Just now, he just didn't want to completely become a stranger with Quan Yuli, so he hugged her impulsively and refused to let her leave. But now, it's very Obviously this girl seems to have a deeper idea, but what about herself?
"I've heard it said before that people who have attempted suicide have experienced the fear of dying, so they will never have the idea of committing suicide. I also have the same feeling. I suddenly feel that leaving you is a more terrible thing than death " Quan Yuli took a deep breath, broke away from Luo Junning's embrace, and looked directly into his eyes calmly.
Love and bread are a very difficult choice to make, and love and life have different heaviness for people of different ages.
Maybe ten years later, Quan Yuli will no longer compare love with life, because at that time she has experienced a lot, seen through a lot, and will not be unloved because of a little emotional setback, but now she is just a Just a 17-year-old child, in her heart at this time, Luo Junning, who brought her the first feeling of love, has extraordinary significance. Similarly, in her heart at this time, love is also an existence that can be as important as life.
It is also because of this that she made that naive but completely heartfelt move before.
Luo Junning looked back at Quan Yuli, and his heart was full of complexities. He knew that this kind of confession was similar to a confession. Compared with the "performing" rejection just now, the initiative was now in his hands.
Luo Junning really wanted to let go of all scruples and embrace Quan Yuri again, but he also couldn't let go of Jung Soo-yeon, not to mention that he and Jung Soo-yeon were not only in love spiritually, but also had a deep sense of responsibility in it. How to choose is a very painful decision, and this pain also made him slowly lower his eyes, took a deep breath, and tremblingly said: "Yes... woo!"
The pupils shrank sharply, and Luo Junning's eyes widened. Looking at the bright and tear-filled eyes so close, the courage he had mustered up disappeared in an instant. ????·
Half a year later, Luo Junning once again tasted the taste of Quan Yuli's red lips, but compared with the past, this time it was more the bitterness of tears rather than the sweetness of love.
"On that day, Zhixian O'Neill asked me to form an alliance, and I agreed, but after that, I didn't really do what an ally should do. In fact, she knows, and I know, no matter what we do, in the end it will just be It’s just pushing you further and further away, because you won’t like a scheming girl. What we do is nothing more than two girls who are confused about the future relying on each other and warming each other. What we can really do is wait for Sika to make mistakes , just like when I made a mistake, otherwise I can only choose to leave."
Quan Yuli gently pushed Luo Junning away, and talked about some topics that seemed a little far away, and then, a flash of strength flashed in her eyes, and said quite forcefully: "I know what you are going to say, oppa, because you and Sika broke through the last step , so you are responsible for her, so you will make a choice that makes me sad, but I don't want to hear it. In fact, the last chance is when I left just now, if you don't stop me, I will stay away from you, because I I was afraid that I would do something irrational if I waited any longer, but you stopped me and took away my courage to leave you in the end, so now you have no right to refuse me!"
"Yuli..." Luo Junning looked at Quan Yuli in a daze. This kind of Quan Yuli was very strange, a side he had never seen before.
Quan Yuli used to be gentle and pleasant, and she obeyed him even more. Except for the irreconcilable dispute, Quan Yuli was a docile and lovely kitten in front of him a year ago, but now, this The kitten seems to have grown up, but it tends to evolve into a tiger. Luo Junning doesn't know whether this is good or bad, but he knows that Quan Yuli's transformation is entirely because of him, and because of this, whether it is good or bad Bad, he has the responsibility to bear the consequences.
Therefore, Luo Junning took a deep breath and said seriously: "Yuli, what do you want?"
As expected of the man I like!
Quan Yuli sighed in her heart, and she was quite proud of Luo Junning's adjustment of her mood so quickly, but this did not prevent her from showing her attitude: "Don't worry, I don't need you to leave Sika and come back to me immediately, I also I won't pester you all the time, I just hope that you don't hide from me anymore."
"Did I avoid you?" Luo Junning smiled, but felt guilty.
"If not, why do you basically never leave the bedroom every time I go home?" Quan Yuli immediately revealed the things that Luo Junning wanted to ignore, and hummed softly, "I just need a fair chance."
fair chance?
Luo Junning fell silent. For this simple reason, he couldn't easily make the promise because it would be unfair to Jung Soo-yeon.
Quan Yuli gritted her teeth and looked at Luo Junning stubbornly without saying a word.
The atmosphere was stalemate again, until Luo Junning saw the crystal clearness in Quan Yuli's stubborn eyes that had been suppressed, sighed secretly, turned his head and said, "I won't avoid you anymore."
After a long silence, only Quan Yuli's low voice remained: "Thank you."
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After sending Quan Yuli back to the dormitory, Luo Junning returned home, turned off the phone, and pulled down the curtains. The bedroom suddenly became pitch black. He didn't even change his clothes, and he just lay on his back on the big soft bed, his eyes in the darkness Confusedly looking at the invisible ceiling, Kwon Yuri and Jung Soo-yeon intertwined back and forth with their figures in their hearts.
In fact, if today's incident happened four months ago, Luo Junning would definitely return to Kwon Yuri's side without hesitation, because at that time, although he and Jung Soo-yeon had established a relationship as boyfriend and girlfriend, but for the two at that time Said that this so-called love relationship is actually more of a trial stage. Until later, both of them were infected by each other and changed by each other.
At that time, Jung Soo-yeon just didn't want to leave any regrets, so she took the initiative to confess to Luo Junning on Christmas Eve;
At that time, Luo Junning only accepted Jung Soo-yeon who was just a friend in his heart because he broke up with Kwon Yuri and was rejected by Lee Ji-hyun three times in a row;
Until later, because of the fetters of the word lover, both of them fell in love with each other until now.
When people are confused and troubled, they always need a target to vent, but now, for Luo Junning, he can’t express his feelings to Kwon Yuri, let alone Jung Soo Yeon, because even he doesn’t understand his own feelings What do you think, but he has a very good target to vent, that person is none other than Son Ye Jin who helped Kwon Yuri come up with so many 'good' ideas.
Turning over to turn on the phone, without looking at the series of unread text messages on it, he found Son Yejin's phone number and called.
In the past, Luo Junning still had a good impression of Son Yejin, even when he knew that Son Yejin was 'pursuing' Kwon Yuri, he would not deny the charm of this woman herself, but now, he is chilled by those 'good' ideas, if It wasn't that Kwon Yoo Ri's heart was still towards him, in the end he would definitely lose both Jung Soo Yeon and Kwon Yoo Ri at the same time, such a result, even if there was no chance of it happening again, he couldn't bear it.
"Hey, brother Junning, what's the matter with calling Nuna?"
There was some noise on the phone, it seemed to be in a bar.
Luo Junning's originally accumulated momentum was suffocated, and suddenly he couldn't think of what to say. After a long while, he finally choked out a sentence: "Sun Yizhen, I hate you!"
"Hahaha! Brother Junning, what are you talking about? You said you hated something all of a sudden, you couldn't be memorizing your lines, right? But you are not an actor, so I think you are bored, just in time, come to the bar to play with Nuna , introduce a few friends to you."
After Sun Yizhen said the address, she hung up the phone, while Luo Junning looked at the phone stupidly, and after a while, she slapped herself, and said dumbfoundedly: "When did I become so naive?"