Chapter 869: Sharing Weal and Woe, Living and Die Together 5
Xiao Han raised his hand slightly, signaling everyone to retreat.
Immediately, the makeup artist retreated with all his entourage, leaving only Xiao Han and Qin Xiya in the entire dressing room.
Qin Xiya pretended to be indifferent and distant on the surface, but she was very nervous in her heart. In order to cover up her unnaturalness, she took a powder puff and lightly applied powder on her face.
They didn't speak for about a week. Today was their wedding day. She was originally depressed, but now that he came to see her, her mood became mixed again.
"Still angry with me?" Xiao Han took the powder puff from Qin Xiya's hand and gently pressed his hands on her shoulders. "Today we will officially become husband and wife. Do you want to take this resentment to the bridal chamber?" ?”
Qin Xiya lowered her head slightly and said nothing. In fact, she wanted to ask him what kind of status she had in his heart, but she didn't dare to ask. She was afraid that if she asked, he would offend him again, and she was even more afraid of revealing herself again. scars...
"Xia." Xiao Han hugged Qin Xiya from behind and looked at her tenderly in the mirror, "I don't know if you can understand the fourth type of emotion, which is unique, hidden deep in the heart, and very precious, but It’s not family affection, it’s not friendship, it’s not... love!”
"You mean Qianyu?" Qin Xiya raised her eyes and looked at Xiao Han, "I have never experienced the fourth type of emotion you mentioned, and I may not be able to understand it, but I can understand that people are emotional animals and have complex emotions. It’s normal. If you really don’t love her, maybe I won’t care. But don’t you think you are deceiving yourself?”
"Why are you deceiving yourself??" Xiao Han held Qin Xiya's face, "The person I love now is you, and I love you. She has a special status in my heart, but she can't be compared with you. You don't Same."
"Then which one of us is more important?" Qin Xiya blurted out.
Xiao Han's eyes flickered and he turned his face away: "I don't want to answer this boring question."
"It's her." Qin Xiya raised a sad and bitter smile on her lips, "I have known for a long time that her position in your heart is unmatched. Even if you can't be together, even if you each have a partner, she is still the one in your heart. The only one, no one can compare with her.”
"Why do you need to compare with her? You are you and she is her, why do you have to compare?" Xiao Han frowned, "Don't you think this is boring?"
"It's really not interesting." Qin Xiya's eyes turned red, "You are my whole world, and I am just a corner of your world..."
Hearing this, Xiao Han couldn't help but feel a little guilty, and his tone became softer: "Xia, you are not a corner of my world. You are very important in my heart. Really, if you must compare, then I can Let me tell you, your weight is the same as Qianyu’s.”
"Same?" Qin Xiya smiled sarcastically, "Your wife is just as important as your past lover, so what's the point of this wife?"
"Qin Xiya!" Xiao Han lost all patience, "I used to think you were very considerate and sensible, but now, you have become a little unreasonable..."
Qin Xiya lowered her head and said nothing, but tears were rolling in her eyes. Her heart was like a turbulent sea, and she felt uncomfortable in every way.
"Can you not be like this?" Xiao Han was a little irritated, "I know that you are pregnant now and your mood fluctuates a lot, so I tolerate you and accommodate you, but you also have to understand me. I am also under a lot of pressure. You Why do you have to be so considerate about something like that? "
Qin Xiya closed her eyes and shed tears: "Yes, such trivial things are insignificant in your heart. Then if it's the other way around and I have another man in my heart, what about you? What would you think??? "
"I won't imagine anything that doesn't happen." Xiao Han said coldly, "What's more, I won't marry a woman who doesn't love me."
"Really?" Qin Xiya became excited, "Then should I also terminate this wedding?"
"What do you mean now? Are you deliberately trying to cause trouble with me?" Xiao Han was angry.
"You said it yourself..."
"Have I ever said I don't love you?" Xiao Han clenched his fists tightly, but suppressed the anger in his heart, "I've told you, the person I love now is you, and Qianyu is just the second one. The four types of emotions are different for you, but you insist on comparing yourself to Qian Yu? Do you insist on me saying that she is nothing in my heart, and has no weight at all? I don’t care about her at all. Is this what you want? Happy???"
Qin Xiya stared at him angrily, tears streaming down her face, but she bit her lower lip and couldn't say a word.
"You are really greedy." Xiao Han said with a smile——
"I didn't love you at all before, but you were still devoted to me. Even if I smiled at you, you would be happy all day long;
Later I tried to accept you, and you were considerate, gentle and virtuous, impeccable. Because of that, I relaxed my guard against you and fell deeper and deeper into you;
When I officially got together with you and proposed to you, you started to cause trouble. You would get into trouble with me over the smallest things, get jealous at every turn, and have cold wars at every turn;
If I had my previous temper, I wouldn't be able to bear it at all, but for the sake of my children, I will be patient with you and give in to you in every way...
But what about you? Not only did you not appreciate it, but you also turned it into a bonus. Now you have to take care of even the privacy in the corner of my heart. You keep making trouble with me for such a trivial matter, and you even go to find Qianyu. Do you think that I will be fine without you now? Not working anymore? ? ? ? "
"So you have so many opinions about me?" Qin Xiya wiped her eyes and asked, crying, "Why didn't you tell me earlier? Don't worry, I didn't think you could do without me at all, because you never gave me that I have never had the illusion even for a second. I will not stalk you. Even if you want to cancel the wedding now, I will happily accept it..."
"I will not cancel the wedding." Xiao Han said coldly——
"Our wedding is no longer a matter of two people. We have children, families, and common family interests. We must get married. I can understand that because of your pregnancy, you have become a little sensitive and suspicious, and your mood is unstable. Too stable, but I hope you can understand things as you did before and stop getting into trouble, otherwise, I'm afraid I will lose my patience completely. "
With that said, Xiao Han turned around and left without leaving any trace of nostalgia...
Qin Xiya looked at his back, feeling as if a basin of cold water had been poured on her heart. It was extremely cold. He didn't understand her, not at all...