Chapter 153 I Regret
Prime Minister Xia looked at Nanny Yang, "Back off first, I have something to tell her about the truth."
Nanny Yang said: "Master Xiang, just say what you want, the servants will stand back a little, and they won't hear you."
"No, you go down first." Prime Minister Xia's tone was cold.
Grandma Yang wanted to say more, but Yuan Shi said, "Nurse, it doesn't matter, you can go."
Nanny Yang looked at Yuan Shi worriedly, "Madam..."
Prime Minister Xia said coldly: "What? Is Mammy afraid that the truth will kill her?"
Nanny Yang raised her eyes lightly, and sarcastically mercilessly, "Isn't this the purpose of everything Xiangye has done these days?"
Prime Minister Xia looked at Nanny Yang sullenly, "Don't think that you are someone close to the queen, so you can speak ill of the truth!"
Yuan Shi waved her hand, "Nurse, it's okay, let's go."
Mammy heard Yuan Shi repeatedly asked her to go, and knew that Yuan Shi was very smart, she told her to leave to ensure her own safety, so she turned and went into the house.
There are magpies chattering on the branches in the yard, chattering very lively.
But the sound of the birds made the courtyard even more silent, because no one opened their mouths after Mammy entered.
Prime Minister Xia had no place to sit, and he didn't want to sit down, but just stood there, staring at Yuan Shi with his eyes.
He didn't speak, and Yuan Shi didn't speak either. She had been used to silence for so many years, and she also felt that she had nothing to say to him anymore.
After a long time, Prime Minister Xia spoke slowly, and when he spoke, he was full of hatred, "Yuan Cuiyu, why didn't you die?"
A smile slowly appeared on Yuan's pale and transparent face, and it condensed on her lips, like a half-bloomed crabapple flower, "I'm still alive, so you're not cruel enough."
"You should be dying, what's the use of you living?" Prime Minister Xia continued to say bitterly, "You should have died the year I came back from marrying you, how nice it is that you died at that time?"
"Yeah, how wonderful it would be to die at that time!" Yuan Shi repeated his words, ironically, what they said was the truth.
"Everyone says that I, Xia Huaijun, am not good enough for you, Yuan Cuiyu. Even though I am the youngest prime minister of the Great Zhou Dynasty, I am still not good enough for you. No one sees my dedication, no one sees my efforts, no one Seeing what I did for Great Zhou Jiangshan, everyone said that my greatest achievement was marrying you, Yuan Cuiyu."
Yuan Shi didn't make a sound, but the smile was still on her lips, but it was getting colder.
"Everyone can have three wives and four concubines, but I am the only one who is sorry for you if I marry a concubine. You are a talented woman who is famous all over the world. How many people dream of looking back at you? But I can have you for the rest of my life. How lucky? The funny thing is, I thought I was lucky too, but no one knows what kind of person the real Yuan Cuiyu is. Lee, domineering and capricious."
Yuan Shi turned her head and listened, the darkness in front of her eyes was like her life, her life was pitch black, only his voice of resentment could be heard.
He seemed to have been greatly wronged.
"There is no official in the court who is as useless as I am. If I bring a concubine back to the mansion, I will be insulted and mean by you. What do you think you are? I can't have other concubines after I marry you." ? You have read so many books, is it that you have such a domineering temperament? Or do you think that if you married Prince An, he would not have three wives and four concubines? He still protects you now, that is Because he never got you, once you marry him and see your temperament clearly, I dare say, he will definitely hate you just like I hate you today."
"You are too lofty, too proud, and the result of being arrogant is that you and I have been hurt for half of our lives. You know that the painting Chen Linglong gave me was made by you, but you didn't say it. You have been laughing at me secretly. Very smart, isn't it? You think that I, Xia Huaijun, is a piece of mud under your feet, don't you?"
Yuan's fingertips slowly swept across the hem of the skirt. The plain clothes had no embroidery and were as smooth as water. She kept smoothing, smoothing...
She thought that no matter what he said, she would have no other emotions. She only hated him for killing his daughter.
But how ridiculous are these words?
Who promised that I, Xia Huaijun, would only have one woman, Yuan Cuiyu, in this life. My greatest wish in this life is to stay with you until I grow old. I, Xia Huaijun, will spend my whole life loving a woman named Yuan Cuiyu.
However, a year later, he came back and told her that he fell in love with a woman because she was very talented, and she made a picture, and he was amazed by her.
He wanted to take her back to the mansion, and asked her to live in peace with this woman. He said that Yuan Cuiyu was a talented woman with a capacity for tolerance.
She was pregnant with his child at the time, and at that time, the most she did was stroke her belly, wait for him to come back, and press a kiss on her cheek.
She never thought that she would hear such a sentence when she thought she was the happiest.
She had read a lot of books, but none of them taught her how to deal with this situation. She was stabbed unexpectedly and fell apart.
She could hear her heart breaking.
She should have died before this day.
Then she is still the happiest woman in the world.
There was not a drop of moisture in the empty eyes, she was no longer used to expressing sadness with tears.
Her voice was also very hollow and pale, "You go, I have nothing to say to you."
"Yes," Prime Minister Xia's sarcastic voice still rang in his ears, "I have nothing to say with you, you died early in the morning."
Yuan Shi couldn't see, but she couldn't help closing her eyes.
"Then you can go, or if you don't like me again, you can make up with me, and everyone is happy, isn't it good?"
"Heli? Will you marry Prince An again? Don't think about it, you will never marry Prince An in your life," he suddenly bent down, pinched her chin with one hand, forced her to raise her head, and said coldly : "As long as I live for a day, you can only be my wife, Xia Huaijun, a lady who is neglected and not favored, guarding the loneliness and coldness of your life, and be your princess dream!"
After finishing speaking, he let her go coldly, but still did not leave, staring at her once popular and talented face with those venomous eyes.
"Thank you for not giving up, I save this life, waiting for you to take it." Yuan said softly.
"You say you regret it, and I will save your life." Prime Minister Xia said coldly.
Yuan said: "I regret it."
She regretted it, regretted it a lot, but she didn't regret breaking up with him.
He brought Chen Linglong back. That day the mansion was very lively, decorated with lights and festoons. She stayed in the quiet room and could clearly hear the lively laughter from outside.
She was lying on the table, looking at the clock leak, bit by bit, she could survive the time but not the heartache.
The next day, he came with a happy face and said how decent, humble, and virtuous his new wife was.
Without saying a word, she threw him out.
He thought she just lost her temper because of jealousy, and he also lost her temper, saying that she didn't expect her to be so narrow-minded.