One Thousand and Eighty-Six If You Want to Leave, Just Leave! (Part Three)
Shu Nian bit his lip, exhaled heavily, and pushed the door of the study room open again. Holding the quilt, he walked closer to him step by step.
As the distance got closer, Shu Nian felt more and more that something was wrong.
There was an unpleasant and choking smell in the air.
This smell had never appeared on Ye Yan before.
It was the smell of tobacco.
He never smoked before!
Shu Nian quickened his pace and walked around the window. His eyes fell on Ye Yan, and he was stunned when he saw him.
He was actually smoking.
The burning cigarette butt was sandwiched between his two slender fingers. The smoke rose up, making his entire outline a little blurred. However, those gloomy emotions were clearly visible.
There was no ashtray at home, so he temporarily took a crystal basin that was originally placed in the study to flick the ash. There were already several extinguished cigarette butts in it.
"What's wrong with you?" Shu Nian came back to his senses and asked hesitantly.
Ye Yan was silent, and he didn't even move his fingers, as if he didn't hear Shu Nian's voice at all. Shu Nian frowned slightly, and reached out to take the cigarette butt from between his fingers. It seemed that this finally untied the acupoints on Ye Yan's body. However, he just raised his eyelids coldly and stared at her. That look made Shu Nian's heart frightened and her hands became a little weak.
She put out the cigarette butt in the crystal dish, "Didn't you not smoke before?"
She looked at him worriedly again, "Did something happen?"
Ye Yan snorted and leaned back in the chair, looking at her lazily. There seemed to be a smile on the corner of his lips, but the eyes were full of sharp cold light, "So you used to be hypocritical?"
Shu Nian looked at him inexplicably, not understanding what he meant. However, his words were very targeted.
Ye Yan suddenly stood up. He was tall, and when he stood up, he brought a strong sense of oppression. Shu Nian subconsciously took a step back with the thin blanket in her arms. Before she could figure out the situation, Ye Yan grabbed a box from the table and threw it at her feet.
"You pretend to be well-behaved in front of me, but in fact, you have already quietly left a way out for yourself! Shu Nian, you are quite capable!"
Shu Nian's face changed slightly.
He gently put the blanket down and squatted down to pick up the things. Seeing the word "passport" on the express box, her breathing tightened a little.
After she returned the previous rental house, she called the Public Security Bureau to change the address. She guessed that Ye Yan would see it sooner or later...
She would also tell it sooner or later.
Everything, after all, must be faced.
The express box was empty. The passport had been taken out. Shu Nian asked in a low voice: "Did you take this passport?"
"When was this done?" Ye Yan did not answer, but asked with a tense face.
Shu Nian answered honestly: "The day after you took the passport."
Ye Yan snorted and laughed, "So... you planned to hide it from me, take the passport, and leave by yourself?"
Shu Nian's eyelashes trembled slightly, "I... I originally had such an idea."
Ye Yan was shocked.
Although he had guessed that her answer would be like this, but hearing her say it so honestly, his heart was also hurt.
He stared at her fiercely, as if the woman in front of him was a ruthless and hateful person who broke his heart.
"Originally? So, what about now?!"
Now...
Shu Nian slowly stood up, perhaps because she was guilty, or perhaps because she couldn't face Ye Yan's cold and fierce eyes at this moment, she kept her eyes down and didn't look at him, "I will tell you clearly today..."
"Why today?"
Shu Nian pinched his fingers into his palm.
"Today... the school has passed the review."
After hearing this, Ye Yan actually laughed, "You really think that if the review is passed, I can't do anything to you, so you choose this time to tell me, right?"
This woman is so rational!
She had clearly received the notice, but she had been smiling and talking in front of him for more than 10 days without saying a word! She had never even asked for a passport! She even dared to look forward to the future with him!
He now even suspected that all this was a lie she had played for him to deceive him temporarily!
Facing his questions one by one, Shu Nian's eyes were sore and swollen, and finally, he nodded honestly and sighed "yes" sullenly.
Knowing the answer, Ye Yan was still furious. He took a step closer, pinched her chin with his long fingers, and gritted his teeth, "I ask you, have you ever thought about it - even for a moment, not going there!"
His fingers were so strong that Shu Nian's chin turned white.
She felt pain.
That kind of pain went straight into her bones and then rushed to her heart. It was so suffocating that she was a little breathless.
She wanted to tell him immediately that of course she had thought about it! Far more than a moment!
She thought about it when he hugged her and said that she had never been homeless.
She thought about it when she stuffed her clothes into his closet;
She thought about it when he went to his house with gifts;
She thought about it even more crazily and uncontrollably when he was concentrating and carefully trimming his father's nails...
She opened her lips, but her throat was hoarse. These words were turning in her mind, and she didn't know where to start.
However, in Ye Yan's view, such silence is simply the strongest stimulation, the sharpest blade, straight, slashing into his heart. After a long time of love, he thought he had found resonance and response, but in the end, he found that the other party gave him far less than what he expected. The love in his heart turned into a deeper hatred.
"I should have seen it long ago. You are a heartless and boring woman! Shu Nian, do you really think that I, Ye Yan, really have to have you? You dare not tell me that you want to leave, because you are afraid that I will beg you to stay?" Ye Yan sarcastically, with endless hurt in his eyes, but his face is his inherent stubborn pride, "Don't take yourself too seriously. I, Ye Yan, never want charity from any woman, including you!"
Shu Nian anxiously explained: "I have never been..." to you
"Don't you want to leave? Take your passport and go as far as possible!" The words were interrupted by Ye Yan. He pulled out his passport from nowhere, and while Shu Nian was stunned, he pushed open the window and threw the passport out.
"Ye Yan!" Shu Nian exclaimed and rushed over, but it was too late.
The passport was blown by the wind and swept into the heavy rain.
Shu Nian's eyes reddened, "Ye Yan, you are too much!"
He tightened his fingers and ignored her damn red eyes; he didn't care about his heart that was instantly confused because of the red eyes. He turned his face away coldly, pretending not to see it. But the next moment, Shu Nian suddenly opened the door of the study and rushed out with his head down.