Chapter 890 Wife, I Love You

What's on his mind?

Leng Zhiyuan stretched out her delicate white index finger and slowly touched his eyebrows. She wanted to smooth out the wrinkled word "Chuan" in his eyebrows...

At this time, Zhou Yao suddenly opened his eyes, and he quickly grabbed her index finger.

Leng Zhiyuan was startled for a moment. She raised her head and bumped into the man's newly opened eyes. There were tired bloodshot eyes in his eyes, but it was more of a complex emotion surging out.

His dark black and white pupils were all filled with her reflection. He looked at her deeply, with a sense of helplessness, sudden pain, love, and guilt... He stared at her closely like that, a little hot and a little fierce.

Leng Zhiyuan opened her eyes and wanted to withdraw her fingers with force.

The fingers were withdrawn, and she wanted to turn around and leave, but a strong long arm reached out and clasped her waist directly, and she fell onto his lap.

The man quickly hugged her from behind and pulled her tightly into his broad and warm embrace. He raised his handsome eyebrows and took a sip of her long hair. He buried it in her pink neck with satisfaction, "Daughter-in-law." Son…"

His "wife" with a sense of vicissitudes of life made Leng Zhiyuan feel sour in her heart. She did not move and just held him quietly like this.

"Daughter-in-law, I confess to you that I am in a bad mood today and am very irritable... I have seen you take a shower, and your body is still a little bit restless, as if it is out of control... I dare not go back to the room, for fear that I will force you..."

"I know you don't want to, and I'm not qualified now...it's all my fault for asking you...Daughter-in-law, I'm sorry..."

"I had a dream just now. I dreamed about... Han Hong. I can't remember how many years I haven't dreamed about him... At that time, he closed his eyes in front of me. I was... painful, like a I was just a little beast in a cage. I wanted to get out, so I banged my head against the door countless times, but apart from hitting myself until my head was bleeding, I was... very powerless. This feeling of powerlessness was terrible, and it made me I feel like I’m totally useless…”

"Daughter-in-law, now this feeling is coming again. This feeling of powerlessness has taken root in my heart like a vine, and then slowly and crazily grown outwards, binding me tightly. I feel...I can't breathe anymore. I’m angry...Daughter-in-law, what should I do to you?”

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. What happened to dad is my fault... We don't need any explanation or reason. It was your dad, my dad, who didn't... protect him, and even made him become like this. It’s all…because of me…”

At this moment, the man's low voice echoed in every corner of the living room, exuding countless sadness and desolation. The man buried his head deeply in her pink neck. There were some words he couldn't say. He was not good at expressing himself. So he needs her warmth to support him.

His big palms slowly released her slender waist, and then covered her flat belly. He stroked her up and down, left and right, as gently as if he was afraid of waking up the sleeping person.

"I don't like children. There's no reason. I just don't like them. But...here...there once was a child who belonged to me..."

"This child came so fast that I was caught off guard. When I open my eyes now, I still feel that it was all a dream, a joke... But the feeling in my heart is very real. There is a dull pain in the deepest part of my heart. I have been closed at night these days. When I close my eyes, I will even...think about whether this child is a boy or a girl, whether he is more like you or me...If you give birth to a child, you will be a very interesting mother, and you will probably be busy...all in a hurry..."

As he spoke, Zhou Yao hugged her tightly. He rubbed his soft thin lips against the delicate skin of her neck, "Daughter-in-law, I'm sorry about the child. I'm also very sad..."

Mentioning this child, Leng Zhiyuan's eyes quickly became moist. Like Zhou Yao, she doesn't like children. When she thinks of pregnancy, her face will be written---What the hell?

She never thought she would be a mother.

But there was a life in her belly. When she was suffering from colic in the airport and lying on the cold operating table, she clearly felt that a life was quietly slipping away from her fingers.

She will also be sad and feel a dull pain deep in her heart.

After all, this is her and his first child.

Crystal tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and she burst into tears instantly.

At this time, a rough big hand touched her face, and after feeling the moist hand, Zhou Yao kissed her ear in a low voice, "Are you crying? I seem... to say I'm sorry again, because... I You made me cry..."

Zhou Yao stretched out two fingers to turn her little face, and he gently kissed the tears on her face.

He has said "I'm sorry" more tonight than he has said in his entire life. He doesn't like saying "I'm sorry" because these three words are just nonsense. What's the use?

But now he doesn't know what else he can say except keep saying "I'm sorry". He is too depressed and has not dared to tell her this month, but now he wants to say it.

It's strange to think about it. He has been alone for 27 years. During those years, he didn't feel lonely and didn't need to talk about it. But now that he has her, he wants to share all his joys and sorrows with her.

He selfishly wanted her company.

He selfishly wanted the warmth she gave him.

Leng Zhiyuan cried silently, and his thin lips moved over her face with endless pity and tenderness. The whole living room was very quiet, so quiet that they could hear each other's heartbeats.

"Daughter-in-law, don't you... don't want to... follow me?"

He paused three times for a simple sentence. He was extremely entangled and even panicked. He didn't dare to ask, but couldn't help asking.

Leng Zhiyuan's tears, which had slowly stopped, burst out again because of his words. She turned her head to the side.

Zhou Yao put his high nose tip in her hair, "I know I am... a failure. Our relationship was unfair to you because of Han Xuan. Now I made a mistake again. I am not a good son-in-law, a good husband, a... good father. Maybe... if it were Ye Ziyi, he would do better than me..."

"Wife, you don't want me anymore, right?"

"But I don't want to let go of your hand. I have waited for all these years and finally waited for you. I don't want to lose you... Wife, give me another chance, okay?"

"Wife, don't leave me, stay by my side, I want to be with you forever..."

"Wife, I love you."

On such a cool night, Zhou Yao whispered this love.

…

The next morning, the servants in the villa cleaned up the largest guest room because Leng Mu went home today.

Leng Zhiyuan stood by the door and watched several doctors carry the still unconscious Leng Mu on a stretcher in, and then carried him to the big bed in the guest room. Dad became a vegetable as the doctor expected, but fortunately, his eldest brother spent more than a month to bring Dad back.