Chapter 203: We Are Actually Not Suitable
"If you could do it, you wouldn't have come to see me when I was sick in the hospital, and you wouldn't have found Xia Yuwei to give birth to a child." He Xiyan turned her head to the side, and she blushed slightly. It all happened a long time ago, but every time she said it, it still made her heart tremble.
Mo Yixuan's heart ached, and his eyes were full of endless regret.
"I..." He paused, but immediately explained: "I'm sorry, Yan Yan, I was too busy to see you. It's not that I don't care about you. As for Xia Yuwei, I don't really love you. She, I just because..."
Mo Yixuan couldn't speak anymore. He couldn't even say the word "child". And his chest was heaving violently, because he was nervous and because he was speechless.
He Xiyan sneered. A pair of eyes blinked hard several times to hold back the tears.
But the man's words just made her feel ridiculous, and she felt that she used to be ridiculous. Yes, he was very busy, so busy that he had no time to go home, no time to call her, no time to buy a piece of clothing with her, no time to come to the hospital to see her in the emergency room. But he had time to find another woman and had a child with that woman.
When a man doesn't care about you, being busy is the best excuse. I just didn't expect that he would still be so uninnovative today, using the same excuses to explain it.
"Yan Yan, I will change it." Mo Yixuan's heart was in his throat when he saw He Xiyan's weird smile. He knew the answer he just gave was bad. But he couldn't tell the truth, because the truth was that he did put his work first at that time, he did not pay much attention to her, and he did fall into Xia Yuwei's scheme and got together with Xia Yuwei.
He Xiyan said "Hey", the past is like a scar, it will bleed every time it is opened.
She shook her head helplessly and sighed: "Yixuan, we are actually not suitable for each other."
Mo Yixuan, "What's inappropriate?"
Mo Yixuan was stunned, his heart was hurting like blood, and her sudden inappropriateness hurt his heart even more. In his eyes, Yan Yan is the most suitable for him. Only she is suitable for him.
He Xiyan pursed her lips and smiled bitterly. She looked at Mo Yixuan, with a trace of regret in her eyes. After coming over for a while, she slowly said: "I was only 19 years old when I met you. At that time, I had never been in love, and I didn't know how to date boys. . I fell in love with you, so I tried my best to be nice to you, hoping that you would like me too. Even when I married you, I didn’t think about anything. I only knew that marrying the person I love will definitely make you happy. There will be happiness. But I don't know that marriage is a matter between two families.
"My background is very poor, my parents died early, and I am far from worthy of your family. But I have no self-awareness. I married you despite the objections of your mother and relatives. Your mother dislikes me very much, and even hates me. Sure enough, after we got married, she never gave me a good look, often scolding me and sarcastic me. Later, when I was diagnosed with infertility by a doctor, she completely used me as her punching bag, and she even hit me. . I thought she just had this kind of personality and behavior. But I was wrong. Later you found Xia Yuwei. Xia Yuwei was from a much better background than me and was in good health. She was pregnant with your child. Your mother met the daughter-in-law of her choice, and she Her attitude has also changed. She treats Xia Yuwei very well, even better than her biological daughter. So she just hates me from the bottom of her heart."