Chapter 1372 Extra: I Will Wait for You for the Rest of My Life. I Will Not Grow Old if You Don’t Come (1)

I only borrow one journey of your life, and this journey is the rest of my life. ——Feng Sizui

After meeting her, I told myself that I needed the throne that I didn't want to fight for.

Because I wanted her to be my queen.

But after she became my queen, I knew that her story never needed me.

She hurt me only because of hatred and revenge.

When did she start to change? It was probably when he appeared in my imperial study that night. With a nod and a blink of an eye, I felt that she was completely different from before.

But my heart still hurt, so much so that I couldn't breathe.

Just because she held a soup bowl in her hand, and wanted to give me poison to drink.

At that time, I was almost 100% sure that it was poison. I looked into her eyes and asked her if she wanted me to drink it so much.

In fact, she understood the real meaning. I was asking if she wanted me to die so much.

She nodded, and there was no hesitation in her clear eyes.

I drank it, and I felt that I should die. Since my life will never have any intersection with her again, then death is probably the best destination.

Anyway, it's just a matter of dying earlier.

After all, I know very well that my body is getting worse day by day.

The poison of the blood-bone snake has penetrated into my blood. Apart from the blood of the antidote, I am almost beyond medical help.

At that time, there was only one thing in my mind: I won't feel pain if I die.

After all, I can kiss her once before I die. I know... that's the last time...

But what I didn't expect was that after drinking that bowl of medicine, not only did I not die of the poison, but I felt that my exhausted body suddenly became less uncomfortable.

There was a hot backflow of blood in my body with a sense of clarity and a touch of joy.

Although I didn't know what her medicine was, she didn't want to kill me.

I knew very well what it was for, but even if I knew it clearly, my mind was still blank when I kissed her.

Even though her condition was that Feng Xingyue would return to Chang'an, even though I had heard that he had another woman in Beihuang...

She was really a fool. Feng Xingyue had given up on her long ago, but she still hoped that she could return to Chang'an safely.

She was stupid, but I felt so distressed, so I fulfilled her wish and fulfilled my own distress.

In the following days, I actually stopped myself from thinking about this matter. I still didn't go to Ruyi Palace to play chess with Xijin. I wanted to escape from my emotions.

It was like I had always known that she was in the cold palace, and I had always wanted to see her very much.

But I tried my best to endure...telling myself not to go.

Because my going there would not make her happy, and I didn't want her to be unhappy.

But what I didn't expect was that I failed to escape this time.

But Eunuch Li told me very clearly that when the medicine she gave me didn't exist in this world, I wanted to see her so much, because I...had expectations in my heart.

Shaohua Palace, where I thought she would never come back.

She actually...half leaned on the soft couch, flipping through my medical books on the table. She talked to herself for a long time, and the one that shocked me was: Why can't the poison be cured?

At that time, I was almost ecstatic. She actually cared about my health so seriously...

This was not a "play" in front of me. The real her made me feel my heart beating like a deer.