Chapter 550 Of Course, I Need You
While Mo Xiuchen gently wiped her tears, he said softly: "If our meeting, getting to know each other, and falling in love are God's arrangements and a fate that no one can break, then I believe that all the hardships, It’s all just a test of our love.”
"Of course, you are so strong, you can accept the treatment optimistically alone, and you can accept it if I am with you, right?"
Mo Xiuchen's voice was gentle and sad.
"I don't need your company."
Wen Ran's voice was choked and sad.
The tears couldn't be wiped away at all, but they kept getting more and more.
Mo Xiuchen covered up the pain in his eyes and said in a low and gentle voice, "Of course, I need your company."
It's not that she needs him, it's that he needs her.
He loves her and cannot lose her. He has already thought of the worst outcome. If one day, she really wants to leave before him, he will stay with her.
Never let her be alone.
Wen Ran raised her teary eyes and looked at him sadly under the light of the car. After a while, she said quietly: "Xiu Chen, don't force me, okay?"
Mo Xiuchen's tall body suddenly trembled.
The hand he was wiping her tears with was frozen on her face, and the pain that was suppressed in his heart emerged uncontrollably on that handsome face like a sculpture because of her words.
Wen Ran pursed her lips tightly and calmed down the turbulent emotions in her heart. She raised her hand and took his big hand away from her face. She looked at him brightly with tearful eyes and spoke coldly every word. And said firmly:
"Since you already know everything, let's just speak clearly."
"Ran Ran!"
Mo Xiuchen interrupted her in a deep voice, his handsome brows furrowed, and his eyes focused on her became sharp.
He heard the decisiveness in her words, just like the last time she told him about divorce.
Wen Ran forced a smile, which looked so sad in the dim light, making the viewer's heart hurt. Mo Xiuchen's heart suddenly tightened when he saw her smile.
"Xiuchen, if you don't agree to divorce, then we will separate temporarily."
"I disagree!"
Mo Xiuchen spoke firmly, but could not hide his pain.
Temporary separation? He would not believe that it was temporary. This separation might be an eternal farewell. A few days ago, Gu Kai said that without seeing him, she would not feel stressed and it would be conducive to the cure of her condition.
At that time, he was somewhat convinced.
However, these few days of getting along with each other made him understand that Wen Ran would be happy only if she was with him.
Although she wanted to leave, she was happy when she was with him, and he knew the happiness in that smile better than anyone else.
The crystal tears fell from her cheeks, but she did not raise her hand to wipe them, showing her sorrow and sorrow in front of him. Her voice was choked, but her words were clear: "Xiuchen, if you love me, you must agree to my request. .”
Mo Xiuchen's brows furrowed even more tightly, and a look of seriousness formed on his delicate and handsome face. What was her reason? If he loved her, he must agree to her request?
"I have to leave. If one day I fully recover, I will come back to you."
"Who do you think I am?"
Mo Xiuchen asked sadly, could it be that he could only share the blessings with her and not share the same hardships? Could it be that she was the only one who accompanied him, couldn't he accompany her to treat her illness?
Could it be that he, Mo Xiuchen, is a ruthless man who easily abandons the woman he loves?
He is angry!
Wen Ran was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe. She looked at his angry handsome face, shook her head sadly, and said what she had been thinking about for several days but could not say: "Xiuchen, you are the one I love, and I love you more than anything else." More than myself. But, because of this, I can't stay with you. In addition to not wanting to hurt you, I don't want you to see my changes in the future. If, if my illness cannot be cured, then I will forget everything, including... …”
Tears flowed into the mouth from the corner of his mouth.
A bit of bitterness spread between the lips and teeth, and there was also a bit of saltiness. Wen Ran sniffed heavily before saying the next few words: "Including...you, and myself!"
The last thing she wanted was to forget him in the near future.
She couldn't even accept that when such a day came, he was still by her side, guarding a woman who had forgotten him. How cruel it was to him.
Mo Xiuchen reached out and took her into his arms, pressed her tearful face tightly to his chest, stroked her hair over and over with his big hands, and his voice was low but firm above her head: "Ranran , I don’t care what you will become, and I don’t care if you forget me, I only know that I love you.”
"But I care!"
A whimpering sound came from his chest.
Wen Ran couldn't struggle to leave his arms, she wanted to tell him that she cared.
These days, she found that her memory was deteriorating, and she never told anyone. She often forgets things she has done, so she is extra cautious.
Especially since she had been with him for the past two days and worked in the same office, she was afraid of being discovered by him.
He said that he already knew everything, but no one knew everything except her and Fu Jingyi, who caused her to be like this.
Even her father and brother only guessed a little bit, and when they asked her later, she still hid a little bit.
That is, if she does not rely on men to eliminate the poison from her body, the poison that has been awakened will spread rapidly in her body...
In the days since she and Mo Xiuchen were separated, not only had her memory begun to deteriorate, but her body was also getting tired easily.
She didn't know what other symptoms she would have, and she didn't dare to think about what she would become. She was so conflicted that she wanted to spend more time with him, even if it meant staying with him for one more day, one hour, or even one minute...
However, she wanted to leave immediately, fearing that he would discover her condition.
"Ran Ran!"
Mo Xiuchen shouted in pain, pulled her out of his arms, raised her face, and said, "Ran Ran, Ran Ran..."
He called her name over and over again, and it seemed that only in this way could he feel less pain in his heart.
Wen Ran's tears were falling like rain. Every time he called out, her heart felt a little more painful, as if someone had cut her heart with a knife, and the blood flowed like a column, and the pain made her unable to breathe.