Chapter 1102 Bella and Fate

Bella's state is particularly strange. She seems to be a newborn baby in the world. She has an inexplicable curiosity about everything she comes into contact with. She seems to be so familiar with everything, and she doesn't show her ignorance.

that feeling...

It was like the 'rebirth' that Anton had read in novels in his previous life.

"Do you remember your experience after death?" Anton asked her curiously.

Bella just shook her head slowly, "I feel like I've been walking in a light for a long time, but I don't remember what I saw."

Anton looked at each other thoughtfully, and the revived Bella looked very quiet. Although such a description may not be accurate, it does have the feeling of "reading a thousand sails, and returning as a teenager", with an inexplicable purity.

The magic of collecting life that he studied has only been used on two people.

One is himself and the other is Bella.

But he realized his true heart early on, and because of this, he created a ray of sunshine to protect his soul. No matter how many times he is resurrected, he is still him.

And Bella seemed so different.

For Anton, the most interesting thing is that the Bella in front of him and the Bella in the past have not changed in terms of life and spirituality, and the only thing that has had an impact is thinking.

People's thinking will change, experience different things, feel different emotions, have a certain ambition in their hearts, and so on, everything will be distorted in thinking.

But Bella in front of her seemed to be "restored to factory settings", her thinking only had the distorted influence of blood, but she didn't see the influence of black magic in the past at all.

Anton did not expect that this method would have such a huge impact on Bella.

You know, when he stripped away the black magic in Lao Si's heart that was similar to silence, he didn't see much influence on Lao Si.

People are so different.

Anton stared at Bella thoughtfully, "How do you feel now?"

Bella just pursed her lips and shook her head. Seeing that Anton was still asking, she just said softly, "I feel like I had a dream, a long dream. I know I did a lot of things wrong, I I want to make up for it, but I don't know how to face everything that happened in the past..."

"I just felt empty inside and didn't know what to do next."

understood!

Anton raised his eyebrows. Lao Si had no regrets in doing things. He knew what was right and what was wrong, and he did it even though he knew it was wrong. He had obviously figured it out long ago.

But Bella in front of her has never thought about this. Due to her heavy use of black magic, too many decisions in her life are driven by distorted thinking and extreme emotions.

Interpreted from the perspective of magic, that is, Professor Snape's behavior follows the heart and is driven by the spiritual self, while many of Bella's behaviors are driven by thinking and emotions.

Lao Si lost the influence of black magic, but his spiritual self became clearer.

And Bella lost her thinking and emotions, and everything she did began to conflict with her self.

The human self is not good and evil, it is originally chaotic.

When Bella entered the current state similar to the awakening of the spiritual self, thinking about everything in the past, she couldn't accept it anymore.

Anton's previous calculations were not wrong. If she was not guided by a knowledgeable person and allowed to go on like this, she would eventually fall into a stage of self-enclosed mind.

Similar to the sequelae of the Cruciatus Curse.

Forget those unacceptable memories of the past.

This is the instinct of human nature.

Everything seems to be so in line with the legendary prophecy, even if Anton Heng intervenes, it still continues to evolve in that direction.

But Anton didn't like that.

The reason why people are human is not because they have spiritual self.

Animals are also spiritual, plants are also spiritual, and even stones are also spiritual. That's right, it's the 'item activation spirit spell' that Anton researched.

A wizard's robe, a helicopter, plus the wizard's magic power and will, it will also burst out spirituality.

But spirituality only represents the existence of life, but not the meaning of life. The meaning of life comes from our soul, our memory, emotion, will...

"The meaning of life lies in sports." Anton told Bella carefully, "It's not sports like running, but all meaningful and meaningless behaviors."

"My advice is, don't allow yourself to fall into unnecessary idle thinking, keep yourself busy."

"In the movement of life, find the meaning of your own life."

Anton said with a smile, "At that time, you will know the meaning of your existence."

"The meaning of existence?" Bella glanced at Anton, lowered her head and muttered.

Anton shrugged, "Yes, once you find the meaning of existence, you will know what you have to do, such as what you just said to make up for past mistakes."

Bella pondered for a while, then looked up at Anton with some hesitation.

Anton asked curiously, "What do you want to say, you can say it directly."

Bella pointed to the giant egg in the middle of the lunar station, "I feel that it makes me very kind, but it looks very weak and has no strength to walk out of the egg."

Anton froze for a moment, "You want to help it?"

Bella shook her head, walked slowly to the giant egg, stroked the eggshell gently, with a gentle smile on her face, "It just needs a little courage, I don't know why I know this, but I can I feel that it is a little scared, as long as you give it more encouragement, it will come out."

Her face was full of maternal brilliance, she patted the giant egg lightly, and hummed a nursery rhyme.

"It's like a baby~"

Bella smiled back, "If only I had a child."

"!!!" Anton raised his eyebrows, one eye suddenly turned azure blue, and the hand in the sleeve of the wizard robe gently grabbed the wand, quietly invading Bella's memory.

It is clear.

Her memory has not been fully restored.

It seemed that because she couldn't accept everything in the past, her soul automatically buried the information that had the most impact on her in the past - she and Tom had a child!

Anton thought for a while, and finally decided not to tell the truth about this matter. Bella's mind is now in an extremely fragile state. This instinctively forgotten thing may destroy her mind in an instant.

Bella hummed softly to the giant egg, gently told it the beauty and wonder of the outside world, and encouraged it to come into this world.

Watching this scene, Anton sighed slightly.

So, fate made a punishment, right?

A female devil who was hated by countless people, although she survived, began to regret everything in the past, left her faith and loved ones, and even forgot the child she considered the most important in her life, and left her mother's love behind. an egg?

But fate is so wonderful.

It is not a judge, it gives people a verdict, it just makes an arrangement, and whether it can get rid of everything still depends on people's behavior.

The game of mind and destiny has always been like this.

Everything is not over yet.

Man-made matters, fate can not determine everything, Anton understood this truth very early on.

"Since you want to do this, then stay at the lunar station and help." Anton took a deep look at Bella and walked out of the lunar station.

The navigators of the Forerunner Organization were not involved in the conflict between the "International Federation of Wizards" and the "Congress of Magic and Magic". They carried out the things that Anton wanted to achieve very well.

For example, the lunar version of the "Wizard World" live-action war game planned in conjunction with the experiment of "Human Collective Consciousness Gathering on the Moon", has already sold a large number of dolls.

There are already many people discussing in the "Wizard World" forum that they are looking forward to the launch time of the "Moon Expansion Pack".

To this end, Anton needs to put the possessed dolls made by the navigators on the moon, and also configure a ritual magic altar for wizard Adams, the "master god of the game" in "Wizard World".